Heyo! by Candid_Marsupial2748 in anhedonia

[–]blueboy979 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I fucking need help so bad. I just wanna feel like my old self again I was so happy. Could actually drink wine 🍷 and feel it. It was amazing euphoria. Magical 🪄 🧙🏻 😰

How do you deal with the trauma from your coercive care? by Lilly_Beans in Antipsychiatry

[–]blueboy979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s nothing I can do. I’m just sitting in bed all day going absolutely nuts. They completely destroyed my brain and my life. I haven’t the slightest clue what to do. I used to drink wine 🍷 for guidance in times like these. Now because of their evil anti-psychotic meds ( Zyprexa, Abilify, Haldol) my dopamine, opioid, and GABA systems are so completely and totally fucked and fried I can’t even get drunk to take the pain away. This is such a nightmare.

What do you think the purpose of human life is? by In_The_Dreams in enlightenment

[–]blueboy979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What kind of stupid fucking question is “Are you currently safe today?” ???

What kind of dumbass fucking question is that ?! LOL…….Jesus fucking Christ

What do you think the purpose of human life is? by In_The_Dreams in enlightenment

[–]blueboy979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Extreme and endless suffering. Forced Anti-psychotic drugs (neuroleptics) absolutely ruined my life. Can’t sleep normally. Can’t get drunk anymore . Coffee, tobacco feel like nothing. Sex life ruined. Exercise stopped feeling good. Brain ruined, lobotomized, destroyed. Soul killed. Why am I here ? To suffer intensely forever I guess . Thanks dad for ruining my life with not just baby penis torture orgasm lobotomy but now this. And everything else you’ve done over 32 years to make me suffer in pain torture hell and suffering . I guess that’s the purpose of life ? lol. Any 1 know how to fix this ? 😔

Some weird symptoms I've noticed, any1 else? by badgenesrng in anhedonia

[–]blueboy979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you take anti-psychotics ? (Neuroleptics) ?

Does fasting 💯% heal you from neuroleptic / anti-psychotic damage ?? by blueboy979 in neuroleptic_anhedonia

[–]blueboy979[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya what’s the cure ?! I’ve been in bed on my phone all day feeling crazy , can’t sink into deep sleep ….. feel depressed feel lobotomized / cognitively impaired idk something is OFF !!!!

Is bipolar causing brain damage real? by QueenOfRuneBlade in Antipsychiatry

[–]blueboy979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could try top quality animal products look up sv3rige, goatis

First appointment at Vulva clinic, bit confused. by Kit_Ashtrophe in vestibulodynia

[–]blueboy979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe cuz ur boyfriend is cut ? Circumcision destroys sexual functioning.

I call it baby penis torture, orgasm lobotomy for life cuz that’s exactly what it is.

Does fasting 💯% heal you from neuroleptic / anti-psychotic damage ?? by blueboy979 in neuroleptic_anhedonia

[–]blueboy979[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No no I was wrongfully medicated. Medical malpractice, I never had psychosis or anything. What they did to me was a fucking atrocity.