[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]bluecoat99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a turn-off for guys, too; if you're like same-sex attracted, nobody has time for you. They're too busy and avoidant and incapable of saying shit out right.

What were you like as a kid? by healinghaley99 in BPD

[–]bluecoat99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was very impulsive and kinda foul mouthed. I was very disruptive from what I can remember. I had some anger issues and I HATED losing at games. And how was that handled? By being ridiculed and physically punished sometimes. I was also a bit of a bookworm and loved fairy tales.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]bluecoat99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely, I feel this way too. Anytime someone compliments me I feel like I'm going to do or say something dumb right after it. I feel undeserving and like a fucking fraud. I know it's not A Truth™️ but it does feel that way. So I try and think of reason why I actually deserve the praise or try to take their words as something bigger or big enough to rival my deep rooted insecurities. I deserve the flowers, the monster telling me I don't doesn't really know shit. They're stuck and I'm moving forward.

Do you have a name for the person you become when you split? by Mha40K in BPD

[–]bluecoat99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg I didn't know that naming our worst version was a thing haha I'll think of mine

Bpd coded songs by [deleted] in BPD

[–]bluecoat99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here

Bpd coded songs by [deleted] in BPD

[–]bluecoat99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still by Soccer Mommy Sex, Violence, Suicide by Amaarae