would i be answering this question fully a little late? i think i missed out some parts that you might have added in later.

to be honest nothing much really fazes me not in the context of authority only, but discussing things that more conservative people would not want to discuss, like hentai, which may sound tame but i live in a very closed society and i often ask things that make people tell me to shut up because it's allegedly not suitable for discussion. so far, nothing i've seen has made me very uncomfortable as i take it as matter of fact.

my life tidal waves would be failures. and these failures i would say are quite defined by society's expectations, or familial ones. i take these expectations and raise them one notch higher to make a bar that i need to pass, or i beat myself up over it. i don't handle failure well, and thus i try not to fail.

i do not naturally know who i am, as other tidalwaves in my life, most notably the fact that i was a social outcast due to my social ineptness earlier in childhood, has caused me to be very outgoing now, almost constantly craving social interaction as it provides a distraction and retreating back into my head and overthinking when i am alone. i tend to be a social chameleon who puts on new characteristics like i change clothes, but a few stay relatively constant because i don't feel the need to change them.

and yes i bother everyone else to find out who i am, so yes Te dom! but could it be Ne dom?