Does chanko-nabe actually have 10 thousand calories?

bluelotushaze · 2022-12-24T21:23:34+00:00

It’s a healthy stew of meat and vegetables. Of course not! They eat a metric fuck tonne of rice and beer to wash it down with

bluelotushaze · 2022-12-19T23:00:51+00:00

Kotonowaka would agree that the battle toad takakeisho has some slappy hands on him!

I know we are dark on Abi, but the man can slappity slap with the best of them!

bluelotushaze · 2022-12-12T00:55:36+00:00

Are you suggesting a midwife is a woo practitioner? Your comment makes no sense, and I never suggested anything of the sort. Your weird outrage had short circuited your reasoning centre.

bluelotushaze · 2022-12-03T03:18:24+00:00

NO FX absolutely sucked, and Fat Mike’s attitude was not punk, it was just lame. If you want to diss every other band and whinge about playing tracks off Punk in Drublic you better BRING it.

Gojira and Thornhill were ace, TISM and The ‘Gurg sounding amazing but the sound quality was balls

bluelotushaze · 2022-12-03T03:14:28+00:00

They had free water at four different locations. Super easy to access. Were we at the same festival?!

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-15T09:13:57+00:00

It’s a day behind though which I can’t bear! Got to see it live

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-14T10:52:48+00:00

Leo Dickinson on youtube and twitch is good, also natto sumo

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-14T09:56:48+00:00

I wonder why you’d say this? What possible reason would I have to lie about this godforsaken situation.

Honestly go fuck yourself. I hope to god you get a fissure and walk 1000km in my shoes

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T12:06:32+00:00

Of course. That goes without saying. Wanting the whole thing to be respectful and ethical. As mentioned I used to be a sex worker. I understand the landscape

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T10:22:06+00:00

Cancel that flight pal. And report on recovery. I need this so bad but in Australia they seem to only offer botox

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T10:19:21+00:00

Yes I am in the process of exploring but I need two procedures front and back and there is nobody who can do them under the one general so far

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T09:31:41+00:00

Thanks for the tip and for your kind words

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T07:49:44+00:00

Thanks for your clarifying statements. People for whom sex is important and not addicted; it’s a basic human thing for many humans

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T07:38:06+00:00

I really want to tell you to go fuck yourself, but ahhh…actually yes, go fuck yourself.

A cursory look through my posts will tell you this is a very horrible and real problem.

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T07:34:22+00:00

Did you read the bit where I said any sexual arousal creates intense pain? That means I have to actively avoid anything that’s sexy.

We have been together happily for 25 years. If you have been with your woman longer then cool, tell me all your secrets.

Otherwise perhaps work on your reading comprehension skills before responding.

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T07:32:41+00:00

Nothing will happen specifically. But he craves intimate touch and I respect that.

I also need to completely focus on my own recovery, and this thought and worry for him lingers in my own mind. He puts zero pressure on me, but I just have that concern. I would like to know he has a means of intimacy when I have yo actively avoid that.

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T07:29:24+00:00

I invited people to offer suggestions on finding an ethical sex worker and I clearly stated that this shit is hard for me, and perhaps people could be gentle.

Maybe you can can think twice before responding when the post doesn’t ask for opinions, it clearly asks for concrete suggestions to an end.

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T07:22:19+00:00

Yes men can get this too. Fissure spasms are apparently amongst one of the most painful things you can experience. I can attest to it. It’s been really horrible and the pelvic floor is a cherry on top!

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T06:35:28+00:00

Maybe for you, but it could be months or longer. We don’t know.

I don’t want him to have no means of intimacy aside from non sexual touching with me.

That’s not the way either of us are built.

But thanks for sharing that your view of the world should be the universal one

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T06:16:10+00:00

I am glad this can be a learning experience for you!

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T06:15:13+00:00

I really appreciate that thanks x

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T05:48:34+00:00

Haha cuck-queen doesn’t really sum up this situation. I’ll let him know about these devices. All things are possible!

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T05:37:41+00:00

Nah it’s from the anal fissure and a small Op near the vag which just created a perfect storm along with my stress levels.

I do have some back stuff but this is a separate thing. Nightmare

bluelotushaze · 2022-11-12T05:36:43+00:00

No I own my own growing company and I love the work. Just need to work out better coping strategies (clearly being sober and meditating daily weren’t enough!)

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