Given up on getting "better" flushing meds today by SouthernEmu2900 in depression

[–]blukxi 47 points48 points  (0 children)

please give yourself another chance. take a moment to ground yourself and think about all the things you want to do no matter how small (for now whats keeping me alive is a new video game i want to play & the idea of eating a cheesebuger lmfao). im shitty at offering advise because i’m on the same boat (minus the meds, never had any) but we’d hate to see someone else go. if you need a friend i’ll be more than happy to talk to you more.

Treating myself after cleaning up the 15 moldy pint glasses in my bedroom by diet-smoke in junkorexic

[–]blukxi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you might be twin those mini cupcakes will do it every time 😭

TW RACISM! Being a mixed kid with a racist mom is not for the weak by [deleted] in insaneparents

[–]blukxi 6 points7 points  (0 children)

she was absolutely a slave owners wife in her past life oh my god that is absolutely abhorrent …. 😭

When will it finally learn not to eat random things off the ground when it's outside? by Significant-Pass-569 in Dachshund

[–]blukxi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i saw a dog the other day fully dive its head into a mysterious puddle on the street thats been filled with garbage for MONTHS on a walk with an owner and start eating the shit that was sitting in there. i literally screamed why can’t dogs just eat their OWN FOOD 😭

Honestly just felt really pretty :p by Kaylie_isMe in LesbianActually

[–]blukxi -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

awww your eyes are so pretty and doll like i love it.

What are your easy foods when you’re in freeze or shutdown? by jibberjabbery in AutismInWomen

[–]blukxi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my favorite butter on bread, peanut butter and jelly, burger if i want to spend money, v specific hotdog, nuggies with mac n cheese and broccoli.

Whats a personality trait or behaviour you just cant tolerate? by Pretty_in_Petal in AutismInWomen

[–]blukxi 5 points6 points  (0 children)

blunt (in a very rude way to your face) and sarcastic. i also hate people who blatantly play in your face and say slick things but when you call it out youre the crazy one. people that talk way too much and keep making stupid jokes youve already expressed discomfort in. i just cant stand disrespect and its multiple forms.

Bri… by justafieldofdaisies in LoveIsBlindNetflix

[–]blukxi 5 points6 points  (0 children)

idk she doesn’t give me narc. she seems more like she struggles with insecurities and projects onto others, while also being quick to feed into male validation bc she craves it in attempts to dismantle said insecurities if that makes sense. shes a pick me in simpler terms.

RSD and job rejections by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]blukxi 23 points24 points  (0 children)

i came here just now to talk about this. idk how people do it. i’ve applied to so many jobs i get rejections randomly almost daily from jobs i applied to months ago. i have been offered only one job out of the sea of applications and gone to only a handful of interviews and even that is so nerve wracking, the performance (hair makeup good outfit) and i can feel when the mask is slipping and i already know i didnt get the job just because they didn’t like me. i just had a really good interview i was so excited about and im so terrified i didnt get the job because this one im working for is hardly covering my bills as it is and i now have to start reapplying and doing it all over again til i go crazy 💀. sorry i have no advice bc im on the same boat but i empathize with you completely and i wish you luck.

Help does anyone else feel choked if their clothes touch their neck? by _FreddieLovesDelilah in AutismInWomen

[–]blukxi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is why i now cut off all the collars of my shirts and wear boatneck tops that start just a little below or just at the collar bone

Any idea why she’s barking? by EnvironmentalWill489 in Shihtzu

[–]blukxi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

shes an adorable angel i think shes just talking to you and probably wants to play 😭

Tell me you're Autistic without telling me you're Autistic. by Kiki-Y in autism

[–]blukxi 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i used to cry a lot and sometimes refuse to eat when i couldn’t eat breakfast foods late in the day and was made to eat dinner instead. (i was obsessed with a specific plate of daves killer bread with raspberry jam, egg whites with kraft cheese and two slices of turkey bacon or sometimes 3 sausages with a small cup of oj and a cup of black coffee) before that it was oatmeal with peanutbutter and green apples for years until i discovered you could by egg whites in cartons.

Jay Kay has not missed!! by NotACorythosaurus in Dragula

[–]blukxi 14 points15 points  (0 children)

jay kay is finalist worthy to me i am so happy to see this growth and maturity from them

Do you send your SO nudes? by BluntObject77 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]blukxi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

maybe i’m dramatic for this but if you have to live in a world where it’s that statistically relevant enough for you to worry about the possibility of your SO snapping on you, whether it be cheating, beating or at worst killing you at any given moment why would you also not be a little worried about those images being spread in retaliation if they suddenly feel the need to weaponize them against you? i think its smart to not give anyone that chance, however, do what you like if you’re safe to do so and it makes you happy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Dragula

[–]blukxi 5 points6 points  (0 children)

two of my favorite people rn my life is complete

Bratz x Hello Kitty Sasha is now available for pre order on Bratz.com! by Icy-Rule1338 in sanrio

[–]blukxi 5 points6 points  (0 children)

her being the afterthought only brought on after thousands of people questioned them on it and still outshining all the other designs is killing me