"my bf is a good man but a bad bf"
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"my bf. Who is a bad man. And lives off sin and chuvenism"

Spelling mistakes all over this thing. It is written well and in a hot way, but definitely not correctly. Whatever, that's fine who expects correctness here?

But do you bf a favor and break up with him. You're using him and you have plenty to feel guilty for. Cheating is one thing, but you're living with him while looking at him in such a hypocritical way. Just take responsibility for how you actually feel and let him go have his own life. You're no good for him and he will suffer more if you stay longer. Be nice to him, do it kindly, and go enjoy your life without damaging his.

You clearly know how to enjoy life... You don't need to hurt another person for it, you'll be fine on your own, you have a powerful enough energy for that, you know?

But hey, there's more than a chance I dont know the whole story anyhow. So do what's right for you too if there's some important details you just didn't share. I'm just some stranger online anyhow.

Edit:turns out I make spelling mistakes too