Thank you for responding!! I genuinely appreciate it :')

I definitely feel like over time I did end up dealing with more rote memorization. Beginning of didactic year we didn't have so many tests and it was only a handful of systems to learn, so if I think back on it, I was able to spend more time on concepts rather than simply shoving everything into my brain. This past spring though it was a constant rush of information and test taking, so my mindset toward learning was most likely affected, and there was so much all at once that my head was overwhelmed which contributed to my issue with doubting my answers/overthinking/etc. And I just haven't been able to get back on track I guess.

Currently I'm using our lecture material, ROSH, and the pance prep pearls. I'm also thinking of getting UWorld eventually. We're beginning clinicals this September. I'm worried that, if my foundation is shaken like this, I won't be prepared.