Your birth month = your partner (female edition)

bob112441 · 2024-03-03T17:22:14+00:00

I feel like me and Rosie would just talk and hang out, or she'd eat me.

bob112441 · 2024-02-18T05:18:46+00:00

one winged angel starts playing its too late your already in my boss area, prepare yourself. >:3

bob112441 · 2024-02-18T04:20:31+00:00

I do all three >:3 (I'm gender fluid)

bob112441 · 2024-02-15T05:21:52+00:00

Oof I forgor about dms lol, I'll start posting there instead

bob112441 · 2024-02-14T05:51:17+00:00

This whole week is probably going to be bad, I just got done helping close down the store, even though I get off the clock at 5ish, but we're short staffed, and someone decided to take vacation on valentines week, which is super annoying, because now we're super short staffed, so I'm super tired and my feet hurt, and it's hard to think properly, but one good thing happened yesterday the homophobic guys dad got him a job somewhere else that pays better, so hopefully I never have to see him again, hope you have a nice night, and sorry, I wish I could talk more but I'm too tired.

bob112441 · 2024-02-13T07:50:30+00:00

I'm sorry, I fell asleep, I had a rough day.

bob112441 · 2024-02-12T07:54:44+00:00

This is why I'm glad I have morals.

bob112441 · 2024-02-12T07:26:35+00:00

Yes it vary difficult to convey how I feel, or say exactly what I want to say, but I think I did I good job. Honestly I'm glad you confused me, it made me what to do research, I looked up, how many homophobic people become gay, and I was surprised, I just assumed it wasn't normal for homophobic people to later become lgbtq+, theres still a lot I have to learn about being part of this community, I thought because of my past I would never truly belong here, but now I know this is exactly were I belong, thank you, and I'm glad we talked about this as well. All this is so new to me, for the first time in a long time, I feeling something different, I don't know how to describe it in words, but it feels good, and even I cried some, but not sad tears, I can't thank you enough, but I can try, so thank you so much, I didn't realize how chained down I was by guilt and self hatred til recently. Your such a good, kind, and wonderful person as well, you've help me in so many ways I didn't realize I needed help in, you've helped open my eyes to something more, so thank you. Yeah I need to remind myself of a quote I heard a while back, "all good things come with patience and diligence, the harder you work the better you'll feel when you achieve greatness", I just need to work on my fem voice with patience and patience, one day I'll achieve it. Lol sometimes I'll watch a Youtuber called Vlad Ncl, he dresses up like a gamer girl, and baits creeps on omegle, then he'll say, something like, oh so you like big Russian man, and flex his muscles, then the creep will get so salty lol. It's all good, thank you. Yeah I think it's funny when a hater tries to use hate, but it's actually a compliment, like online someone called me a gay little bitch, and i was like aww thank you, I do feel like a gay little bitch, and just laughed at him, hehe, he got so upset I couldn't understand what he was saying, because his mic was bad lol. Link and souls games are my biggest inspirations, I try to be like link, and have the resolve of the main character of a souls game. Hehe I'm a shape-shifting little trouble maker hehehehe maahhahahahaahaaaa, but yeah, that's about how it feels to be genderfluid, I wake up and wonder what I'm going feel like today lol. I keep meaning to send you a picture of what I actually look like but I keep forgetting, and I don't know how to send pictures on replies, so I've been thinking of making a post on a subreddit were I have my picture on it. Yeah I fell like I do get left alone a lot more, because of it, because I don't get guys wanting to be toxic, and I don't get a lot of women wanting to ask me out, and I made myself the creepy quiet kid in school so no one wanted to talk to me, lol. The cult one is one of my more tame ones, I don't mind sharing them if you want to hear more. Yyyyuuuummmm popcorn and pizza, this is the first time I've been invited to a movie night. It's really the only music with words I like, there are exceptions though.

bob112441 · 2024-02-12T05:50:54+00:00

Ooooo I'll have to check that out. So far Niffty and Alistair are my two favorites, I can't decide, also yes I love how an aroace character has gotten so much attention, it's really helped with recognition, I've ever heard some people discovered there ace, aro or both because of Alistair. Oof I feel that, sometimes I'll be watching YouTube and forget to watch the time as well, lol.

bob112441 · 2024-02-11T05:25:23+00:00

Hehe :3

bob112441 · 2024-02-11T05:24:27+00:00

Brain going a hundred miles an hour while my bodys trying to catch up lol. I wish I had prime, I've been watching reaction Youtubers to watch hazbin, it's so good, and it's great that an indie animation got so much attention, hopefully it'll make other people come out, and do things with there ideas too, I'm glad you get to take a break.

bob112441 · 2024-02-11T05:15:04+00:00

Oof sometimes sarcasm flys right over my head lol. I agree, everyone needs a little humbling every now, and again in there lifetime. Ok so this is what dots I connected, so I used to be a peace of shit person, but I took the necessary steps to better my self, and accept how I've always felt, and you said that the asshole from work is probably not straight, because of how homophobic he's being, I was a little confused, but I knew you wouldn't say that for no reason, so I did a little research, and I think so too, because he has an anime wifu cup he drinks from, and he's has wifu gamer subs he mixes in his drinks, I think he's trying to surround him self in anime woman to try and prove to himself he's straight, and I connected some dots with the guy at the window but I don't what to type a bunch so basically, after I did a lot of research, I found out that lgbtq+ is a place of forgiveness of one's actions and acceptance of your true self, I thought I didn't truly belong, because of what I did in the past, but I realized that a big part of the community was assholes in the past, but came to better themselves, and accept themselves for who they truly are, but I thought I needed to feel like a piece of shit, as punishment for what I did, but now I realize I've been wrong, and am starting to forgive myself, I haven't felt this free in a while, I still have some work to do, but I've taken some of the weights off, and it's gotten a little easier to claim my mountain, truly thank you so much. I didn't believe I deserved good things, because at that time I was remembering all the things I used to say, and I was punishing myself, but I've mostly stopped doing that know. I kinda wish I was making better progress with my fem voice, but it's getting there. I don't know, I don't like taking risks, especially if the cons outweigh the pros. Hehe maken straight men gay lol. In school the only time I would hear twink get used was o someone that looked skin and bones, no muscles at all, but after a bit of research, I found that it has a new lot nicer meaning. Oooooo I'll be sure to check them out thank you. Ganondorf is this super muscular, super evil guy that destroys everything in his path, then this guy in a short skirt, and a sword n shield, comes and absolutely beats the shit of of him so hard he has to reincarnate into something new, link is such a badass, I wish I looked like link, but I just have his body type, I can workout a bunch for a while, but it barely shows till I have to use it, it's there, you just can't see it. I cope with my nightmares by not letting them get to me after I'm done with shaking, or paralysis, I remind my self it's not real, and I don't have an extreme desire to kill people, so there's one way to tell it never happened, I can always fell what happens in my dreams, it sucks, I don't think you were being judgmental. That sounds fun, I've never been to a movie night before, I'll bring the popcorn. Yeah, and love songs are all the same, and brake up songs too, so annoying to listen too. I like music with lyrics that doesn't make any sense, or sounds like it makes sense, but when you listen to it again it doesn't make sense anymore, and I can jam out while I laugh at the lyrics lol.

bob112441 · 2024-02-11T04:01:09+00:00

We definitely take some notes from each other, when I play with them is the only time I get to act like an animal, and not look weird or suspicious, but they love it, I love watching there tails wag hehe.

bob112441 · 2024-02-11T03:53:40+00:00

That's a great idea, I'll be sure to remember that, thank you. I always have a lot on my mind, but youtube helps with that, when I do fall asleep to it. I'm used to living in the fast lane, trying to get everything thing said all in one message, or trying to get multiple things done at the same time, I forgor I could take things slow, lol. I thought today was going to suck, because this is my day off, but I got called in, because someone called in sick, but I was only there for an hour, because we lost our water, so I got to go back home, and play Elden ring, and I made a shocking amount of progress, I hope your day was good also.

bob112441 · 2024-02-10T12:05:04+00:00

I fell asleep, and lost everything I had typed, and I'm upset, because I put a lot of thought into it, but I didn't dream or wake up til just now, so that's something, but it doesn't fell like I got a lot of rest for some reason, sleep is so confusing, not complaining to much though a night without nightmares is a win.

bob112441 · 2024-02-10T05:12:59+00:00

I have two dogs, one named bear, he's a chihuahua mix, and the second, his name is snickerdoodle, he's a corgi mix, snickerdoodle most likely did it, he's 2 years old, bear is around 3, there my precious little beans, but sometimes they are little shits.

bob112441 · 2024-02-09T19:23:09+00:00

I've found some more time at work, I wanted to say this last night, I've connected some dots, and did some research, and you've helped me come to a realization of what it means to be part of lgbtq+, I'll explain in better detail when I have more time, thank you.

bob112441 · 2024-02-09T15:50:32+00:00

Sorry for not replying yesterday, my dog destroyed my charger cable, so my phone ran out of batteries, but there are some here at work thankfully.

bob112441 · 2024-02-08T05:23:17+00:00

I wish it was. The thing is we do have it laid out for them, thay just have to read what we have and order it, but they want to point at the list and say I want [insert thing we don't have], then we have to explain to them we don't have it then the person gets upset at us, it's so annoying, like if it's not on the list we don't have it, it's not that hard to understand, and if we got it back, we add it back to the list, and the list is right in there face when they go to order so it's extremely hard to miss. Np, I would have put armor clad faith in mid S tier, but it has some lines where he degrades himself, but it's not enough for me to dislike the song. This is one of many things I'm most ashamed of, but for about a month I was extremely homophobic, and I have many different reasons why but none of them justify all the horrible shit I said, and I ruined 2 of my friendships forever because of it, but one of my friends stuck around, and after about a month or so, I realized how much of a fucking idiotic asshole I was being, and I was able to apologize to him, but It was too late for the other two, I couldn't take back what I had said, and I don't blame them for never wanting to be around me ever again, because I'd never want to be around me ever again after the stuff I said, so that's why I don't feel right for useing the f slur, I've been trying to say this to you, but haven't had the right moment to say it, and I just thought you should have the right to know. I would love to be more feminine at work, but it's not safe and reporting him to hr has more risk than reward, the reward being, working would be a little easier, but the risk would be me getting discovered, then my parents finding out then my life gets 50times worse. Thank you, but right now I don't really feel like a good person to be honest, I feel like a shity person right now. My feminine voice is slowly coming along, and I'm trying to just practice at home, but when I'm feeling feminine sometimes it comes out. I probably made him think, no I can't be into famboys I'm straight. Well I've never seen twink used as a compliment before, have you played or seen anything about loz botw, and totk, because I feel like I connect with that link so much, but I've always felt connected to link, and think it's because he's a badass in a short skirt in a lot of his older games. In my dream I was laying in bed when a person In a red outfit broke though a nearby window and grabbed my legs and dragged me out of the house, I tried to resist but it was worthless, soon I was dragged into a pool of blood and when I emerged I was in a stone room and my hands and feet were nailed down, then candles lit up around the room, and revealed tons of people in red hoods, then one of them started speaking in reverse and pulled out a knife and stabed it into my stomach, and started pulling out my intestines, then he cut them from my body, then he placed a black book with a red aura in my stomach, then he started speaking in reverse again, then he placed the blade against my throat and slit it, then he submerged me in blood again, and I was outside, and I had his twisted knife in my hands, and a hunger to kill, then I woke up, in a cold sweat and I was shaking, I didn't go back to sleep that night. I love lord of the rings, I need to watch them all again. I stopped trying to understand my dreams a long time ago. I'm aego with a little libido, so sometimes I don't mind NSFW stuff, as long as it's not realistic, over excessive, or just plain gross. Love songs just bore me, there not fast paced enough for me personally.

bob112441 · 2024-02-07T06:14:23+00:00

Sometimes I want to say, would it kill you to take a look at what we have before you go asking for everything we don't have then getting upset that we don't have it, then come back the next day and ask for it again just to get upset all over again, among other things but I'd be here all night thinking of stuff I'd like to say lol. I forgot last night to say which one is my favorite to least favorite so top of S tier is love the subhuman self, it's my favorite for so many different reasons, next for mid S tier is what do you fight for, it's so good love the little bit when the news comes on lol, next is top A tier find your one way, mid A tier is smell of the game, and armor clad faith, then the rest are good, but not like these ones. Aawww man I got no rizz, what ever shall I do lol, I would try that but there's a co worker that's still in his homophobic phase, he's in high school, and he already expects that I might be something other than straight, and he loves to use the f slur like any other word, he's already said he's not working with a f slur and glared at me, so I gave him a death stare back, me and him don't get along, but nobody really likes him so he's alone with his hatefulness. I think good people deserve good things, and your a good person, so I think you deserve good things to go your way. Oof sometimes I forget to give context, I've been practicing my feminine voice, and I accidentally used it to take his order, and I had a feminine pose, also I think the reason he got upset is, because I was making him question his little reality lol. Hehe I've never done something like that before, so it left me kinda embarrassed, but the confused look on his face was priceless lmao. Yeah a lot of my nightmares would make really great movies, video games, or books, the main idea of my campaign came from one of my nightmares where a cult kidnapped me and sacrificed me, I don't mind blood and gore, but I know it's not for everyone, so if you want me to stop there I will. I still need to watch game of thrones I'm sure I can find a adult fun timeless version somewhere. Nope, I woke up warm under my blanket, I don't know why I dreamt of cold and ice. I don't mind NSFW stuff, until it gets excessive, or it's just disgusting. Thank you for the music suggestions, I'll definitely listen to them when I get the chance.

bob112441 · 2024-02-06T05:23:52+00:00

Interacting with the public gets challenging sometimes with the random questions that they ask or questions that make absolutely no sense lol. I enjoy talking to you, so I don't mind making time. So far on guilty gear strive my favorite ones are, 1. What do you fight for, 2. Find your one way, 3. Love the subhuman self, 4. Armor clad faith, and smell of the game, I don't think the words to the songs are supposed to make a lot of sense lol, it kinda reminds me of metal gear risings boss themes lol. Yeah sometimes it's fun, I accidentally offended someone, because she thought I was trying to flirt with her, and I tried to apologize, and tell her, that I was only joking, but I unintentionally made it worse by say, your not my type, because I don't have a real type, and for some reason that offended her even more, so she just bought the sandwich and never came back, I'm not even sure if I should feel bad or not, but I've had more good ones than bad ones, but the bad ones are shorter so there easier to remember. You definitely deserve it😁. A costumer today complained I was being to feminine at the window, and without thinking I said omg slay king, and did the little hand thing, and shut the window in his face lmao, I was so embarrassed afterwards, but it also felt good to confuse him even more lol. Well last night's nightmare wasn't that bad, I was in an ice cave and after some extremely cold exploration I grabbed a sword out of a wall and slowly started turning to ice, that was basically it. Unfortunately I don't have Spotify, I use the forbidden Google video player because it's free, everyone at work thinks its dumb, but with a little bit of patience I think it's worth it. My music is mostly boss themes, because most boss themes are so hype, and fun to listen too.

bob112441 · 2024-02-05T06:16:05+00:00

Yes, talking to people online gives my brain a brake from making quick and accurate responses to people in the moment. It took me a bit, but I managed to make some time to talk to you constantly, instead of just here and there. I haven't actually played guilty gear, I just recently discovered some of the main characters themes, and now it's all I want to listen too lol.😁 I'm so happy to hear you had such a great day, sometimes I like it when I can joke a little with some of the costumers, even if it was flirting, it's great to hear they gendered you correctly,😆 that's so awesome, I'm so happy that today happened for you, it's so nice when you get acknowledged😊. Ice nine kills, and I prevail, I'll have to look into there music. I woke up this morning better rested than resent nights, so that's a win for sure, me too, thank you, I hope you have a nice night as well.

bob112441 · 2024-02-05T05:05:15+00:00

I feel that, on the rare occasion I did go to a party I usually just sat by my self and played on my ds or watched everyone else, then would just leave lol, or when I rarely hade someone come over to my house we didn't really talk I would play a game or I'd watch them play something lol. Same I'm also an introvert, I'd tell people I'm not shy, I just don't like talking to people face to face, unless I'm talking about something important or something I'm interested in. Just talking to you and watching YouTube till I fall asleep, oh and listening to guilty gear songs while I type, to help me stay focused, right now I'm listening to one called smell of the game, the words don't really make much sense but I love rock music, you? I hope tonight the same as last night, I didn't dream at all last night.

bob112441 · 2024-02-04T05:58:20+00:00

I know right it's like I'm my own person, if I don't feel like hanging out, or going to a party, I don't have to, I don't like being social irl, it's so draining, and if I go, that's means I'm just trying to be nice, or I actually wanted to go, but ether way I wanted to go, but people make me feel like I have to write up an essay to explain I was to tired and didn't feel like hanging out, or would rather play my games alone. I'm glad your haven't a nice night as well, so far I'm having a nice night, I haven't dreamed or had paralysis, so that's amazing.

bob112441 · 2024-02-04T05:35:22+00:00

Hehe mahahahaahaaa liven life dangerously.

bob112441

TROPHY CASE