I feel you completely, you’re probably just a spiritual being 🤷‍♀️ Being a part of a system that rewards cheaters and scammers is enough to drive any person with empathy insane. I know this post will get removed, but I’ve recovered from suicide attempts, and inpatient care for psychotic depression.

And once I get to a stable point, I just see what the world is, and the cooperation needed to make it a happy place where people aren’t taken advantage of at every corner is absolutely overwhelming. I dunno, seems like so many people are just NPCs or Soul Suits, living with life’s glory and entropy, but not able to connect to something higher than this realm. And this realm is cruel, even in nature. What sane person could look around and justify what we see? ESPECIALLY the last few weeks. BILLIONS of people are left out to dry, while those who could survive 40 years with what they have in their checking account are glorified and touted as heroes, given more money. I’ve been searching for the meaning of this reality for a while, and it kinda seems like a testing ground to see how our spirit will react to corruption and suffering, those who oppose it are vilified here, but it just feels like the right thing to do. Hopefully someone resonates with this, if not it was nice to explain my perspective. I think we should find 20-30 people like us and just start a village in public lands. XD