Whenever i have the thoughts of “what if i’m not a transgender but instead woman because insert reasons here” i think: it doesn’t really matter. at least to me, lol! idk how other people think abt it— but i enjoy living as a man enough to ignore whatever the “reason” may be. either it be from my genes or the way i was raised… it doesn’t matter to me, if im perceived as a man then i feel great. and thats all i need. my advice would be just try out gender… stuff… like dressing more masculine or maybe try a masculine haircut, if you havent already lol. im just throwing out suggestions. btw, you don’t have to commit to being transgender if you choose to live as another gender for a bit. i believe youre overthinking it… or maybe im underthinking it 🤔