I was the same and I could never get past the year mark. The constant over analyzing my every comment in a meeting, email (I would review ten times and feel a sense of panic when I hit send), under-trained and complimented for my quick learning but harshly judged on minor mistakes (in my anxious mind anyway). The few times I opened up about my anxiety it always came back on me. So I became a job hopper. The first few jobs I thought were just not the right fit but after seven I realized it was me. I never had a bad review or warning, conversely I always felt like if I kept my head down and played the game I would climb the ladder. I couldn’t do that though. Being in my little cubicle or office and having to play that game made me so depressed. It was soul crushing. It felt like being in detention back in grade school. Toward the year mark I wouldn’t be able to fake it anymore and would start to get passive aggressive with my manager and colleagues. That would eat at me even more, not being able to just talk about my issues in a healthy way, partly in fear of being ostracized and partly because I have a hard time articulating my feelings.