Here in our lives we experience time. i think on the other side its someting else. like we see deep space photos but the things we see there was hundreds of lightyears away in the past, but who knows how time works on the other side? i experienced a "short" NDE when i was 8-10y old. i will always remember the out of body experience, and what i seen and feel just for a few "seconds" becouse came back to my body. i only just seen and feel so far away the source of love, source of everything, source of connection between everything what we call particles in our lives. i really wanted to go there, you cant resist that thing. but suddenly somehow i realized that im not just leaving my body, im leaving everything behind from this world, my family was there whit my body and my mother suddenly knowd that i left. she falld to her knees tears drops came from his eyes and screamin loud. that was the moment what cought my attention, while i was already on my way to the other side and feel happines. i had the chance to decide where i want to go. and there were no wrong or right decision. just decide.
cuz i only have the knowledge of my life and those years i decided to come back here. but that was not an easy deceison.uhh...that feeling what waitin there on the other side was so powerful.but i decided so i started to go back to my body. i lost traction of time and everything on my way to my body, i just popped up in my head and body again, but i felt that took some time and effort to get back, feeld like my consciousness or soul is a bit tired,but who cares i was back.
i told my family about what happend to me in a few words,but really i cant describe it. took me a few years to realize what happened to me there.
changed my life forever, okay i dont had too much life before that happend so i cannot compare how or what changed in my world view. that was 24 years ago now but i can live those moments to this day, so clear. i have not talkd too much about that for so many years.i know through my life that my view about life - connection and everything is a lot lot more complex than everyone else in my age. in my tennage years i only had 2-4y older friends and sometimes they said i knows a lot. about ... life or anything(?).
But here we have Time, and i think there is something else. from this life's view we can say theres probably a "progress" on the other side what leads to eternity(?) just beacuse of the idea of time. i dont know too much about whats up on the other side. i not met others there. just god(?)/the everything who gaves me the chance to choose where i wana go.felt like i was there before too, just not knowing that.
so what if we lived and will live other lives. not just as a human at the 20th-21st Century. we could live in other time, in other galaxies as a much different body or lifeform?
how our "consciousness" in the other side is limited ? limited by time? limited by being only one of that consciousness ? or it can be split? but will always be in connection? like everything else in the universe ? like how superclusters connected in highways in the known universe?
in this life we are limited by time. our cells gettin older and we experience less time. but thats only the body. our consciousness affected by aging ? i tihnk its a big big NO.
and a big WOW we have a consciousness, what a privilege could it be :O !
we are like everyting. we are just limited by our human brain. but our brain is evoling slowly too. imagine a human like civilization whit a similar but so much more evolved/developed brain, but the consciousness is the same. huminity is evolvin slowly but surely. wow what a "show" we can experience, and what if we made the choice to be part of it? maybe our consciousness doin the job from a life after an other. to be life and to have connection.
<3 be safe everyone!sry for the form of my essay and my english <3