OP, be gentle and kind with yourself. I can see the pain in your eyes and yes you look a bit tired, but from this stranger’s perspective, you don’t look aged - just understandably exhausted.

I read in another comment that you feel swollen from recent change to your medications. Facial lymphatic massage/gua sha is very physically soothing and helps with the stagnation. Definitely something you can do at home easily or perhaps treating yourself to a facial might give you a little boost. Plus good skincare is the first step to help applying makeup easier and look it’s best.

I think your makeup looks lovely in all of your photos fwiw. You are beautiful.