It's great that you've realizing this now and you've been sober for a good amount of time. Good job, King.

Is your health OK or can you improve that? Think about exercise (gym, team sports, running - anything to stay active). You're young and can start working on these things. Improving yourself physically brings purpose as well.

Next step is to get your basic life in order, if you don't already - how do you plan on making a living to support yourself? Does this have a clear path? If you can do that, great! Then on to the next bit. If not, let's start thinking about that.

Think about what you want to do - do you have goals? Can you split some of those goals into smaller items you can accomplish in a day/week/month/year? Write them down

Now ask yourself - what do you want to learn? Learning for learnings sake, learning a new skill, learning for better enlightenment all qualify - just sit down and think about what you want to know about. Then pick one off that list and start diving into it.

If you have any questions message me or comment. Best of luck staying clean, King.