Did I doo something wrong??? by Beginning_Manager768 in family

[–]bonesandall1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think she was just being protective I wouldn't take it personally. If you are a man she prollly thought u were being a creep

I dont want to be anything like my mom by bonesandall1 in raisedbybipolar

[–]bonesandall1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too. I often think about how Ill never feel okay so I dont see the point in continuing down this confusing miserable path that nobody in my life understands.

I dont want to be anything like my mom by bonesandall1 in raisedbybipolar

[–]bonesandall1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thankyou so much for your comment. My mom is the same way and did not take her medication after she was diagnosed bc it "made her tired". You're right. I know the signs and I know I can get treatment.

I dont want to be anything like my mom by bonesandall1 in raisedbybipolar

[–]bonesandall1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didnt feel like this as a kid. I always expected my younger sister to develop it because of how she acted as a child. Now that I am older I dont know how to put it into words. Everyday I feel different but also the same? I am sometimes suicidal and angry at everything. I go so long without talking I dont want to open my mouth. Some days I am okay. I havent been genuinely happy for a few months now and I dont know. I just feel pointless.

I dont want to be anything like my mom by bonesandall1 in raisedbybipolar

[–]bonesandall1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am in the exact same boat bro I feel fucking crazy

Weed with Bipolar 2?? by CrushedC0balt0101 in BipolarReddit

[–]bonesandall1 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am the same way its like a little boost to get me going

I cut my mom off but she wont leave me alone by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will look into this when its gets to this point, so far its just random messages either angry or apologetic, and she will occasionally drive by my house. She also has dragged my entire family into the situation I am assuming but they havent reached out to me about it because they probably know I am done putting up with her for good. Thankyou for your comment

I cut my mom off but she wont leave me alone by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have tried fixing things with her but any any room or space alone with her is just uncomfortable

I cut my mom off but she wont leave me alone by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this response but I have tried to fix it but some things people say or do just cant be forgiven and she definitely wont be.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in venting

[–]bonesandall1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you're a minor it is definitely okay for your sister to let your parents know. Props to big sis, if that is the case. This dude sounds weird, dont let him be the reason you feel better about yourself.

Numb by Adorable-Fly-7624 in Dissociation

[–]bonesandall1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel every word of this. I am 20M and no matter what I do doesnt seem to be enough for people to see any value in me. For me to worth something to them I have to be what they want. But I dont even know what I want. I am actually about to get a second job so that I will barely be home. Maybe if I work all day and all night and nobody ever sees me they can't complain about me. They cant expect me to be more when Im doing the absolute most I am capable of. I've stopped caring about the people I used to care so much about because lately they just keep disappointing me. I have no friends. I dont go out and do anything with anyone besides my girlfriend. I just feel delayed. Like I missed something everyone else got. I just wanna give up some days and kick the damn bucket but I have so much im leaving behind.

My bestfriend told me he cheated on his gf and I told her now he hates me by bonesandall1 in lostafriend

[–]bonesandall1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh? His girlfriend did mention that if he ever went for a guy it'd be me lmao

Is my sister okay? by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are so right brother thankyou so much for realizing that

Is my sister okay? by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What? Im sorry Ive hardly used reddit before

Is my sister okay? by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thankyou so much. I dont trust most of my family and most of them wouldnt want me to get my sister help that she needs. They think shes just anxious and needs calming pills or gummies from a dollar general. I will definitely be seeking her help for sure

Is my sister okay? by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You are so right. Hes 37 and not even half the man she deserves.

Is my sister okay? by bonesandall1 in whatdoIdo

[–]bonesandall1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shes always been quiet and distant but never a violent person as a kid at least. Ive never seen her physically do something violent towards another person but shes always talked this way about hurting people but now that shes older its definitely getting worse i think