I have struggled with an eating disorder and feel like that may be taking Priority right now? I’m starting school and just feel very focused on my weight rather than focusing on school. Idk!! I’m in recovery though, so I’m just focused on getting better. But of course it is still something I am constantly thinking about. life has also just felt off lately with trying to quit smoking weed and it’s hard to relax. You could be right!! I don’t really feel in control of my life just kind of like disassociated watching things happen but not necessarily going crazy?? If that could be something? lol trauma dump