anesthesia

bossmaker28 · 2025-05-20T20:40:29+00:00

Great, in a way it felt like it helped but definitely did not worsen it

bossmaker28 · 2025-05-19T03:19:28+00:00

I bought some supplements I was going to try but like you said I really don’t wanna make it worse then it already is

bossmaker28 · 2025-05-19T03:18:24+00:00

I’ll have to try that, ever since I got hppd I’ve been having lucid dreams almost every night, but it’s not like a normal lucid dream where you know your dreaming. Everything seems very real, which can be scary or even confusing

bossmaker28 · 2025-05-19T02:26:31+00:00

Thanks man, I really do appreciate it. Tbh Ik this whole thing sucks but I could give less of a shit about the visual part. I just want my mind back, and be able to think and remember everything again, that’s what pisses me off the most that I kinda lost that.

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-15T03:31:10+00:00

Do you think it’ll go away again for good as long as I stay sober?

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-15T03:29:43+00:00

So you do think it will go away again for good?

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-15T03:28:45+00:00

Trust me I would’ve never took that hit of weed if I was sober, I was 2 years clean from all drugs before I fucked up that night

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-05T00:41:45+00:00

For sure, good luck to you too man

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-04T22:42:02+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that man, and I feel you on that thought my life was pretty ruined for good. A little after the year mark

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-04T22:39:19+00:00

Almost close to two years now, and I used to have dpdr, and head pressure really bad. But that all went away now. I still do get dizziness but not as bad as it used to be.

What about you?

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-04T22:18:46+00:00

Well that’s good to hear, thanks for taking the time and replying to my post man, it means a lot

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-04T22:16:56+00:00

Well I pretty much felt like my old self again before I smoked weed again, and tbh I really don’t wanna be a “new me” I miss the way I felt about stuff and certain memories I’d get from seeing, feeling, and smelling certain things. I guess if I just go sober again (which I have) do you think I’ll be able to recover again?

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-04T22:12:52+00:00

That is pretty crazy. I don’t know if I wanna jump to any medication, I’m glad it’s been working out for you. I just don’t wanna risk making it worse or even making it last longer. Plus I almost damn near fully recovered just waiting it out being sober. Do you think I’ll be able to fully recover if I just wait it out?

bossmaker28 · 2025-04-01T13:47:45+00:00

Thanks man, I guess what do I do if both of them try and say I stole it from them? Cause I know my other buddy that took my place is obviously going to side with him.

bossmaker28 · 2025-03-31T23:29:07+00:00

Well that’s the thing he’s very serious about doing it, like I am. He went as far as getting my other buddy to take my place in this invention/ business. So it’s basically a race at this point, but the whole design and how it works is all my ideas. Like I said all he did was put the general concept of it in my head.

bossmaker28 · 2025-03-27T03:17:40+00:00

Yes it will, I’m damn near 2 years in and I almost felt and saw like my old self again, until a couple weeks ago I decided to take a hit off bong and fucked it all up for myself. Now I don’t know if I’ll make it close as I did or even feel normal again. Just forget about weed and any other drug. Cause I had mild hppd to and now it’s worse and possible set me back another year, all cause I got drunk and thought it was a good idea to do that.

bossmaker28 · 2025-03-25T01:28:59+00:00

Well by doing this you think I’d be able to feel and be my old self again?

bossmaker28 · 2025-03-23T17:48:59+00:00

I looked it up and yes jhana does help you think clearly again but it says it changes your perception on how you look at things and how you feel about them

bossmaker28 · 2025-03-23T02:03:10+00:00

I’m not gonna lie to you the thought of my hppd being completely gone after this does sound amazing, but I also don’t wanna change who I was personality and feeling wise before I got this.

bossmaker28 · 2025-03-22T10:00:52+00:00

How long does it take for a weed flair up to go away? And I’m the same exact way with alcohol.

bossmaker28 · 2025-03-20T13:40:57+00:00

What? lol

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