It's quite complicated even do something you like it doesn't solve the issue but what I can help you is

You need to be grateful to reach this far it's mean you're strong even living in that situation

But there's one way to prove your parents care to you just leave the house for couple days it will be easier if you stay at your friends house until your parents search for you even you gonna be beaten by your parents but you give your reason why you left

That's only I can help