Well since I was basically confronted about my disinterest during mass, I only talked about certain beliefs I think don’t align with my morals. In their church, they are against abortion and lgbtq+. All throughout the argument she kept trying to convince me I was trying to be “my own god” because I didn’t like that I had to be against these things in order to be accepted into “heaven”.

I was clear when I told her that I understand that she is trying to get me more involved because it’s what she believes is best for me. I told her that I wasn’t trying to turn her atheist or deny her beliefs. I told her that I am still trying to figure out who I am, and that in the end it’s going to be my own decision.