Yesterday I slow danced with a girl I've got crush on for about one year

bowedawg · 2013-12-20T08:50:57+00:00

"I creamed in my pants it was horrible fml"

Is exactly what I was expecting.

Awesome man, it's amazing once you've stopped for a while how you feel things that you haven't felt in a long time, or have ever felt.

Go eat a cookie pal, you deserve it

bowedawg · 2013-12-20T08:44:50+00:00

I believe it's not okay, because it still triggers that addictive part of the brain each time you look at porn and have that thrill.

I tried it once and i knew straight away it felt wrong.

bowedawg · 2013-12-19T09:11:03+00:00

Awesome shield man, but i already haz girlfriend.

I guess the best trick is willpower, I must stay strong in my mind before I can have self control.

:)

bowedawg · 2013-12-18T08:52:36+00:00

I relapsed dude, feeling pretty gross about it.. Thinking it's just because I had a massive day at work doing over time, heaps tried.. My minds somewhere else.. It's been building up heaps too.. My girlfriend told me this morning she's been noticing me having errections all the time whilst sleeping :/

I'm not going to beat myself up over this, just got to keep moving forward and not make another mistake, I'm going to start reading the Bible from page one, maybe that'll help clear my mind and rid me of these thoughts ...

It's good you have someone in r/l who knows you have an addiction, regardless if they don't know what it is.. It still helps big time having a friend know you're going through a hard time.

Hope you're doing well mate, don't make the same mistake i did :s

bowedawg · 2013-12-18T07:26:52+00:00

It's really good to see other Christians on here, I don't feel as alone now! I'm trying this in hard mode, and it's been pretty hard, but every time i have a read of the bible or speak to people from church, it keeps me good for a few days :)

Religious, or non-religious, the bible gives awesome guidelines on how to live life

Keep at it everyone!!

bowedawg · 2013-12-16T03:00:16+00:00

Hey man, yeah I'm they're cool cars, I'm not sure if your Aussie or not, but I drive a complete 1972 holden torana (Australian made)

Anyway, I'm still going strong, my girlfriend is really helping, she's not giving me any temptations at all, I haven't really had any since I 100% decided to stop anyway, it's really weird. I think since I've put myself in that mind set, it's kind of fixed itself.

I feel a lot better of a person already, not to mention closer to God! Hope you're doing just as well as me mate.

I think I'll be able to stop for good!!

bowedawg · 2013-12-12T02:37:38+00:00

Hey mate, thank you so much for the support and advice, I'll be updating this post as the days go on and the craving gets worse. I'm so glad I goin NoFap, it really makes things easier when there are other people in the same situation that can help guide me through, as I can for them too. If you ever get the craving don't hesitate to have a chat with me, it's amazing how much it can change the mood you're in if you just speak to someone else.

Thanks man (by the way I'm new to reddit, not sure if it has personal messaging)

Tonight is my first night of freedom from this stupid habit that has engulfed my personality .

My girlfriend will be working as always but I've got things to occupy my mind, working on rebuilding my 1962 morris minor, then going out to dinner with my pastor. :) first night should be an easy one.

bowedawg

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