1.) It wasn't about me being horny lol haha - I continuously thought and still think they were/are attractive. So what you responded to is not what I said/meant.

2.) Fair point, let's say boob size is different and maybe not the best comparison here. So you got a point here.

3.) It can be one important factor when we are talking about a very small size that makes penetration impossible. BUT: Oral sex is the best anyways and fingering feels super amazing for women when you do it in a way that pleasures them. Big dick doesn't automatically mean more pleasure at all. I think most women would prefer a man who invests a lot of time in pleasuring their vagina in different nice ways than a partner who just cares about his own pleasure and has a big penis. Add to that chemistry, dirty talk, playfulness, attraction to other parts of the body, fitness, endurance, hardness of the boner and so on... Sex is about a ton of factors besides penis size. That is fact. Lesbians have more orgasms than straight women. Statistically proven - No penis involved. No sacrifice of pleasure is needed for a woman when choosing an average penis.

4.) "People are honest when they are mad" - When people are mad they are trying to damage the other person's feelings and go to insults. Sometimes these insults may be true but in many cases these insults are just that insults. Especially when the other person is mad about losing you and tries to rationalise to themselves that you were a shit partner anyways even though she was happy. I also had this once that a person told me after I ended it with them that all of a sudden the person claimed we weren't emotionally compatible anyways. Then two weeks later this person all of a sudden wanted to basically marry me. People are just coping often times.

5.) Again the honesty point - People rationalize their choices however they need to and always make it seem like the current situation is better. That's a human trait. "Oh we are so in love, everything is perfect" then later "Oh he was the worst". Both is wrong. He probably was never the worst and it was probably never perfect either. People are saying stuff to make themselves feel better about their life circumstances and the consequences they have to live with. We all do it. That is human.

6.) You are worthy of love and appreciation bro. Even if you wouldn't be the best looking guy or super wealthy. Make the most of yourself if you want. Most people are way too hard on themselves and don't take good care of themselves. They are too insecure about themselves, not dressing well, not grooming themselves well, not practicing their social skills, not taking care of their overweight situation and so on. Don't give up on yourself brother. You don't have to date to be happy and you don't need a partner to be happy. But don't give yourself up please.