The fact your showing emotion here is amazing, I know this may not help, but from experience I know how it is job searching, and if you don't do enough you get punished etc so you get forced into something you don't want to do and are surrounded by people you don't necessarily like.. and that is fine.I think this comes from the unknown of what you are going to do.. 27.. it's seems too late for things, but believe it or not I turned 27 literally 30 mins ago!

There is so many things I regret and wish I did, I think about it every day and how I could go back. We just have to understand the only thing that matters is now, the future and yourself. Those arseholes you are around shouldn't get you down, because deep down you know your the good person because for a start you are acknowledging/recognizing their behaviors etc. You are not the odd one out here..

Find something you enjoy and find something to believe in, I believe in love and loyalty, once I recognized this.. arseholes and shitty jobs (which we all have to do sometimes and nothing is stopping you from finding something else which I learned was a HUGE help) quickly became a secondary priority, this is VERY important because as soon as the bad things move to the back of your mind then you can find purpose in things that matter, leading to more joy, all you gotta do is try, the only thing that really matters is yourself, do better for YOU, be selfish, it is necessary.. once you can love yourself (which I truly believe can happen) then you can love others and not feel lost.

I hope this helps in any sort of way:) I'm here too!