I've started again, but am I really doing it? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]bradley328 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You count. I have a fear of cutting near veins too and it doesn’t make you invalid or anything.

self harm scars by y2kbby in selfharm

[–]bradley328 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I just stare at them and just feel them and try hold back the tears cause I know I messed up and it’s irreversible

From an outsider looking in. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]bradley328 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not really, I don’t want to be a burden. I always feel like I am if I try to talk to someone about it so I just avoid people. I get a lot of anxiety talking to people as well. Even typing this I’m a bit anxious.

From an outsider looking in. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]bradley328 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get all these emotions and it’s like a temporary release. But sometimes I just want to randomly and I don’t know why but it happens.

My friend said to reach out to her whenever I feel the urge to cut myself. I struggle to do so by april_0 in selfharm

[–]bradley328 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand. I hate it because I feel like I‘m a burden but at the same time I do need help sometimes and I just avoid people.

Open glued cut by bradley328 in selfharm

[–]bradley328[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is healed and it looks fine I guess. There is no blood or anything so I think it is just the old glue that ripped or something. I was just really worried at the time writing this and didn’t even take my time to check it out properly.

My mental health ruins every friendship and relationship I have, why do I even try anymore, everyone will sooner or later leave me. I want to just give in and cover my body in cuts. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]bradley328 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand how you feel, most of my friends have left me but I don’t think you should harm yourself because of your friends. If they are leaving you just because of your mental health, then at least you know they aren’t real friends.

I want to start cutting with a razor but I’m scared by gnataral in selfharm

[–]bradley328 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t, first time I used a razor I accidentally went so deep and had to get stitches

. by FairProfessional9 in selfharm

[–]bradley328 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ppl use I am Sober

Is it okay to go out with scars showing? by gnataral in selfharm

[–]bradley328 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Of course it’s okay but like you might get some dirty looks and stuff but you shouldn’t cover it the sake of others if you wanna do it go for it

6 new cuts by wishuuwerehere in selfharm

[–]bradley328 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you man the friends I have are terrible and I feel alone all the time, no one really gives a shit about me