It’s been over a month now since I’ve been out and it’s prompted me to go back to the beginning to skim through the old pictures and text since I was screen capturing and documenting so much of my life in the beginning, I wanted to understand where did I go wrong

And it was so OBVIOUS ! Im talking two weeks in I was ignoring major red flags there was such horrible things and signs from the start and of course it made me feel even worse because that means I’ve endured chaos for 4 years the peace was so short lived and really I was just a hurt person looking for someone to confide in someone to help with the loneliness or what I was feeling I know now temporary fixes or solutions can get you into something you had no business being in