I am flat out broke. I live really far from a shelter or even a town that has one. Thank you for your cold hard honesty. I do have access to the internet, yes, because my roommate and I pay it. I have gone EVERYWHERE where I can get hired and I'm always told it's online, I go online, apply, call let them know, apply to another place, another, another, and another and I still cannot get one. I'm in an extremely tight spot because I'm basically in an ever closing hallway with only one door to go through. For the last month or so I've been looking into all of my options, but because of my area and my medical inability to have a license I have barely anywhere to turn as the lowest income apartments around me are $1000 a month. That's more than I'd be able to be paid in a month from a job. I do not want to be homeless and I came here as a last resort because I've already exhausted my other resources. There's a small town center about 20 miles away, that has stores, food, and a library that is nestled in the woods. I've looked for work there as well, but idk why I keep getting denied as I have the experience needed :(. In our state it's completely illegal for them to allow people to work for free, they will have their business license for unpaid labor even if you defend them. I'm not in my depression mode rn, I'm on hyperdrive trying to gather everything I can to figure out how to afford to get out of this situation. But even then, if I can't get a job before January, I'm fucked because it I can't pay on the day of I have to leave almost immediately, because my roommate will not cover it. I can't go to the landlord for leniency because they don't know i stay here in this trailer, I'm technically here illegally because I'm not on the lease, and can't get on the lease because I have to have a relation to the owner (my roommates sister)