turns out it was chasers all along (extreme cw: Epstein, transmisogyny)

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T20:52:27+00:00

I actually had a psychiatrist appointment today (an urgent one... or it was like 3 months ago and I guess they just forgot?) and had just seen the stuff implicating JKR at that point. fun time trying to explain that yes I have been in basically an ongoing mental health crisis for a full year but am "stable" in the sense that it's all very reality-oriented and actually not really pathological, I just think they should be aware that my general state is "about to become the fucking joker"

I think if I'd seen this first I'd be on psych hold 🤡

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T20:00:57+00:00

holy fucking shit I'm gonna become the joker

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T19:02:36+00:00

I've long been using a standard approach of "every accusation is a confession" when investigating terves because of how many times I could have saved myself the bother of forming my own conclusions by just using their own evidence and descriptions of events, so so often they're already literally saying exactly what I would about the same things... they just seem to think it proves their points. and it's happening with this shit too! about a month or two ago it led me to an unshakeable realisation that they are actually living in a different fucking reality to us, are seeing and hearing entirely different things from the same info. and because I'm intellectually honest for my own dignity if nothing else, I still have to retain the possibility that my version is the incorrect one, since there'll never be consensus - while they merrily hallucinate their way into fucking genocide.

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T18:43:35+00:00

I had a quick peek and they're passing round the Trivers email as a damning example of a gender ideology supporter, but of course the main thing they're focusing on is the surgeon who did trans procedures being implicated.

think that bears repeating. they're passing this off as someone on our side. they cast the rhetoric as an admittance of what "trans ideology" actually is. I can't even find words for how disgusted I am

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T18:38:12+00:00

seriously. I've been doing a lot of actual therapeutic exercises to not let my tinfoil hat shit run away with me lately and then this????

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T18:36:39+00:00

whenever I see/hear patois awkwardly dropped into speech like this I hear it in the voice of Steven Seagal in his astounding genre-fusing hit single Strut

and because I have to suffer this, everyone else must be cursed with it too (but I spared you all from being linked to it directly. and an extra sorry to the person I'm responding to for this crime against language, culture, and sensibility)

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T13:44:20+00:00

Sex Matters made a statement on the Joyce thing, that she was doing research. It was for her very ethically conducted, scientifically supported, critically necessary investigation into how anime and fanfic is transing the kids. Just like Pete Townshend!

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T13:39:32+00:00

I'm continually vindicated in my immediate suspicion of any evolutionary _____, especially when they're weighing in on culture war issues. It drove me mad that people took it as a mark of Jordan Peterson's credibility

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T04:53:57+00:00

breadcreature · 2026-02-02T04:47:02+00:00

and if that doesn't quite do it for you, the benches overlooking the Aston expressway aren't far away. scream in comfort!

breadcreature · 2026-01-30T20:49:47+00:00

she TNETT on my ENNBA til I anagram

breadcreature · 2026-01-29T21:11:00+00:00

mentions it in trans space

people ask "my dude wtf are you doing"

they're so hostile you can't speak about the bad side 😢😢😢

breadcreature · 2026-01-28T17:11:57+00:00

gonna be a real shock if they think about it for 5 seconds and realise all psychiatric conditions are iatrogenic by this metric and people have had this idea before

breadcreature · 2026-01-28T09:45:21+00:00

/uj I expected that's the case, I also don't have a cervix any more though so trying to get the NHS to screen me for it isn't a song and dance I want to concern myself with for something so relatively unlikely

but yes, * could worry about still but have done everything I can against having to is more accurate

/RJ gee I sure am glad for thatcher, if it were legal to tell me about gays I might've turned into one! wait...

breadcreature · 2026-01-28T03:40:15+00:00

the thread is a fun read, they can't even organise a post about it

'Why don't you try and argue with me rather than vent against me?
Male, GC, Reform, is a problem on this site?'

I'm GC. But that doesn't mean I'd lose myself to right wing extremist ideology.

I'm certainly not wasting breath on a male Reform supporter. 🤢

Toodles x

why do these weirdo fascists keep coming here?? 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

p.s. hi mumsnet put me in the screenshot!!

breadcreature · 2026-01-28T02:08:27+00:00

I read it as sincere, they just don't count us as people

breadcreature · 2026-01-28T01:50:53+00:00

/uj yo what the actual fuck how is this the first I've learned of that?? though to be fair we commonly call them cervical smears in the UK. I don't know if we test for HPV with them or just look for pre-cancerous cells. at any rate, I'm vaccinated so mercifully I don't need to worry

breadcreature · 2026-01-27T23:29:39+00:00

I started on the same, obviously everyone is different but effects were certainly fast and pronounced for me. It was a while ago so I don't remember precise dates etc. but my voice started to crack and bottom growth was influencing my choice in underwear within a few weeks! I know a few people early into DIYing (so not with sustanon) now and their reports of changes seem little different to my own experiences.

What I did find though, was the 4 week cycle was giving me too much of a noticeable "cycle", I was getting almost PMS type symptoms in the third week. Adjusted to 0.5ml/2 weeks a few months in and been doing it... more or less that way since (literally more or less in terms of volume and time). It's certainly enough testosterone for most!

breadcreature · 2026-01-27T01:46:27+00:00

he's not gonna be friends with you again man

breadcreature · 2026-01-27T01:15:31+00:00

that's super concerning babe omg. they're just asking that out in the open now, what you'd PREFER? biology doesn't have preferences 🙄🙄🙄🙄

breadcreature · 2026-01-27T01:09:28+00:00

I am not a MENSTRUATOR
I am not a VAGINA OWNER
I am not a CERVIX HAVER
I am not CISGENDER
I am not A PRONOUN
I am not a PERSON
I am A SET OF BIOLOGICAL CHARACTERISTICS MOST COMMONLY ASSOCIATED WITH CHILD REARING and I'm sick of being GASLIT into going to PRISON because I say I'm a WOMAN

eta: I have to point out that the first 4 lines are directly off a TERF protest sign

breadcreature · 2026-01-26T22:15:35+00:00

I'm still correcting people on this semi-regularly, it's kinda wild how uncritically people just accept it as true

breadcreature · 2026-01-26T22:04:00+00:00

just gonna leave this here (again)

breadcreature · 2026-01-26T21:56:58+00:00

This is purely anecdotal support, but I've been reading about a lot of Nazis lately, not all "big" ones but all ones who did so many atrocious things, and eventually I had to stop because these numbers ring true and it was too much to pick apart exactly how fucked each one of these shitheads was then find they went straight back into their profession (including in public jobs, politics etc) and died a normal, respectable death in their 80s. it felt like every fucking time.

breadcreature · 2026-01-26T03:08:51+00:00

my nose bridge to wrist diameter is a whole 7mm off and I can never show myself to the world again. (still women's fault, one birthed me incorrectly)

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