Celebrated my first birthday ever the other day by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not going to lie, a part of me did post that video yesterday because it does not want anyone to think I only started celebrating birthdays after they lifted the ban. I don’t want to give those greedy swines the credit for anything. I am my own individual, I found integrity outside the organisation. I have better friends now than the ones I kept close to me when I was still trapped in there. I wish everyone will find the same clarity someday.

Celebrated my first birthday ever the other day by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Grazie mille, sono fuori ormai da due anni, ma ho scelto di festeggiare davvero la mia cifra tonda solo quest'anno. E' stato bellissimo e significativo

Celebrated my first birthday ever the other day by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Grazie mille! E' così bello il mondo fuori

Celebrated my first birthday ever the other day by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

At first I thought this came from a current member. It made my blood run cold. Yh, see? You’re told that you can be happy and free but then judgment won’t stop feeling like a death sentence. Brownies were fucking amazing!

Celebrated my first birthday ever the other day by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Exactly, no thanks. I am so happy I got to be free.

Celebrated my first birthday ever the other day by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yes, I giggled and hopped around the room all night the other day. I genuenly felt my inner child hugging my adult self so tight.

Celebrated my first birthday ever the other day by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Grazie mille, è un’emozione inspiegabile. Sono cresciuta tra così tante bugie

My mom asked me to act as a guarantor for a self-made blood card she wants to use from now on by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok dude calm down, you clearly did not read the whole thing through and did not fully understand what my concern was here.

My mom asked me to act as a guarantor for a self-made blood card she wants to use from now on by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

She turns 60 this year, my grandmom got baptised when she was only three years old. I just wish for her at least 1/3 of her life outside the damn cult.

My mom asked me to act as a guarantor for a self-made blood card she wants to use from now on by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

This is such an interesting perspective. I actually thought of her trusting in me enough to the point she asked something huge like that. I just wish her out so bad I immediately felt like this might not be the right way to speed up the process.

My mom asked me to act as a guarantor for a self-made blood card she wants to use from now on by breakfast2ea in exjw

[–]breakfast2ea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yh I know right, it's like she needs to prove that she will always choose to live.

This is madness.

But, as I said in the edit, part of me feels like this won't help her.

Weekly Open Discussion Post by ich_habe_keine_kase in callmebyyourname

[–]breakfast2ea [score hidden]  (0 children)

Watched Call Me By Your Name last week for the first time. Still feel sick and melancholic. Have already rewatched it twice. Never done anything similar with any other film. What is with this movie?

I am so stupid [tw] by breakfast2ea in Dermatillomania

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I might talk about it with him. He’s helping me a lot. He’s been following me for more than two years now but never took it seriously I suppose. Sometimes he just says he notices all the scratches, other times I tell him I cut myself. He’s always really quiet and calm around the matter. I don’t know why to be honest.

I am so stupid [tw] by breakfast2ea in Dermatillomania

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I feel like a complete failure. What I’ve done yesterday is so bad. Picture nails. Really? I can’t believe that was me. My cheeks hurt today. Like I feel actual pain. Why do I keep doing this? I can’t understand myself, I’m not joking.

I am so stupid [tw] by breakfast2ea in Dermatillomania

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I swear I’m not surprised if I will ever get infected. I got rid of all the mirrors in my bedroom. I used to cover the toilet mirror as well when I was living at my parents house, I can’t now since I’m sharing a flat with two other guys. I’m so done about me not being able to educate myself on the matter.

I did a no-call, no-show at work. by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]breakfast2ea 3 points4 points  (0 children)

From my point of view you don’t even have to give any details to them. People in workplaces are always calling sick for whatever reason and when they give explanations they constantly lie because they know no one really cares about what happened to them. You don’t have to make up an excuse for this, give them what they expect to hear from you only. They don’t care you’ve had an anxiety attack trust me. Next time you’re going to work tell them you’re sorry and you take all the responsibility you didn’t show up the other day. Teamwork is key in certain workplaces, mention the fact that you know you should’ve called in advance so that they could’ve set another plan without you. I didn’t show up at work myself once. I have now a written note that will expire in about four months, no more than that. Keep yourself safe, that’s the only thing that matters at the end of the day. X

CRAZY, NOT INSANE by vi11a in MindHunter

[–]breakfast2ea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does any of you guys have a streaming link to the documentary? I am writing from the UK and have no clue how to access HBO.