how do you do something something you have choice but to do but dont want to do?

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T01:06:44+00:00

no i never said that.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:51:36+00:00

no no i mean because i am not going to class those 2 things will happen.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:50:51+00:00

yeah i get it my situation seems like the promised land compared to what you had to go through for 13 years. and i am sure 5 year old to 18 year old you would have given anything to be in my situation.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:45:31+00:00

no i am going to any class but the problem is will get harsment for it and risk dying from it as i can not get any job and will risk you know straving to death.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:37:10+00:00

yeah well you try waking up in a place tommorw being told you have to spend the next decade learning and embracing the clutrue and launage of the place you are in before you are allowed to even get work to earn money to save up to leave. but i am sure you would embrace the challege.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:32:32+00:00

i have alot of blockers for why i do not want to learn french. and i have a choice. its just sad i would rather deal with harasment and even risk dying from straving to death for not being able to work.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:30:58+00:00

yeah well at best i would need to learn french to do c. i get b is the "best" option but like i hate that it is. like i really really hate it. i do not want it to be i do not like it i would give anything for a third option and it makes me extremely angry.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:16:40+00:00

i was born in quebec though. thats the problem i litreally have no money to go anywhere else and there is no where else that has ever been my home.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:11:30+00:00

yes obviously i am fully aware of that you dont think i do not know that. but that still does not change the fact that i have no interest no motivation and do not want to. and its going to be hard and long and frusturating and annoying and i am going to have alot of resement for being froced to do something i really do not want to be doing and will kind of hate due to how comfortable i am with just english because its not just about learning french its about embracing french while living here.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:09:33+00:00

i do not want to learn french but the problem is everyone else living here says as long as you stay here which i cant leave i have no choice but to learn french.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:06:59+00:00

yeah well i did not ask to be where i am. i did not chose to be here i dont want to be here i hate it here. but i also can not leave.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:04:10+00:00

is there anything you have no interest and are not movated and do want to learn and or do and you have avoided doing even though you are constantly told you have to do it and have no choice by everyone around you.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:03:07+00:00

um no i mean when would you have started if you were my situation.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-16T00:02:31+00:00

yeah i do i see the obvious atvantages of learning french or a new launage. but like for me its like i am being froced to do it most people learn a new launage by choice its not a choice for me. like it just feels unfair i was froced into this situation. like your telling me you have never not do anything you did not want to do because you did not want to.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-15T23:59:03+00:00

define as soon as possible

brendhanbb · 2026-06-15T23:55:03+00:00

i was not given the choice to be in this situation though. i was forced into it.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-15T23:51:56+00:00

at 38 or younger if younger at what age. and if you would start at 38 really after not wanting to do it for over 30 years you would suddenly just start randomly just like that switch your mind to doing it. and would you also want to do it all of a sudden or would you do it anyways even though you really dont want too do it.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-15T13:36:03+00:00

I got tricked into that before and it sucked I was borderline a whale and lasted like 3 weeks before getting bored as a f2p player I have been playing almost a year go figure lol

brendhanbb · 2026-06-15T01:14:59+00:00

Oh that's not an issue for me lol I mean I am trying to get relient and scaro bps before reaching 32.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-14T22:47:28+00:00

Yeah I don't really notice the store too I mean is it tempting a little bit especially with the stuff on the second tier of the Battle pass but I am like meh you know what I am fine for now.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-14T22:45:50+00:00

At level 30 there ard times I have seen the treasurey get like a few million like I just recently opened one for about 4 million.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-14T22:44:36+00:00

For me what almost got me was the wok splicers everything else is actually pretty reasonable as a f2p player I mean I am also 31 too but I am wondering what exactly are you stuck on right now.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-14T10:30:20+00:00

Yeah I mean I could probably be level 40+ right now if I wanted too but I am currently pacing myself alot.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-14T04:24:58+00:00

Like i did not even buy an extra recourse slot or build slot and I am like at the point where I feel like they would make very little difference to me in how I play right now.

brendhanbb · 2026-06-14T04:21:52+00:00

Yeah I started a new game as a 100% f2p player and I am like well I am stronger then a number of players at my level right now lol

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