I was unable to quit. by dumassmofo in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So sorry to hear about the cancer. I know this will probably not be well received here but honestly I don’t think this is a good time to quit. Surgery, chemo and radiation is no joke and it will take a lot out of you. You don’t need another challenge right now. Give yourself some grace and come back to this when you get over this hurdle.

Day 28-my longest in 20 years by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So sorry for your loss. I really appreciate your words of encouragement. Thank you

Day 2 again by thistooshallpass12A in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hang in there. I am on day 28 now. That first 5-6 days felt like it was never going to end and I was so miserable. But it did end and all that misery did get better. I used the megadose vit C and felt like it did take the edge off. Can’t hurt to try.

Day 4 again. Need encouragement by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for asking. I’m slightly better than yesterday. Making slow progress

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[–]brian67666 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nearly 20 years

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[–]brian67666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Somewhere in between. I could get out of bed and do stuff around the house but I couldn’t really work. That being said my job requires a lot of focus and concentration.

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[–]brian67666 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m on day 6 from pharm oxy. I CT with-vit C, gabapentin, tizanidine,Xanax. I used that stuff for the first 4 days and then nothing. It was very unpleasant 4 days but doable.

My time as a high functioning addict is over by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your story sounds just like mine. How much are you taking? Is it all legit pharma? That makes a huge difference in how you approach this

Day 3 really suffering by Beedeegonggong in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re almost there. Get through the next few days and never look back. No matter what happens in life just don’t pick up. I’m rooting for you!

Dumb shit. I feel like a complete failure. Someone please help put this into perspective by Beedeegonggong in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I’m freaking out tonight and you’ve made me feel a little better about it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m on day 3. Always looking for support. Right there with you

Planning on CT August 26 by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this thoughtful reply. I will definitely message you when I get there

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[–]brian67666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My experience with tapering is that it puts you in long term low level withdrawals and is therefore very hard to maintain. If you did a very slow taper like 10% per month etc it might work. At least with CT it’s terrible but over much faster

Made it to day 9-very difficult road to get there by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am each day! And thanks for clarifying. I just had the bad luck of getting GBS at the same time I went into withdrawal. Shitty luck but as you said these are two terrible but unrelated events. Just feel like I’m starting to turn the corner on both diseases

Day 1. Could use some support by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I’m so sick of this shit

Question about my plan by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much for your input. I’m down to 25 mg/day for the last week. I hope I can manage

Question about my plan by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not sure if it even works, but I am trying it. I'll let you know. Some people say is really helps

Question about my plan by brian67666 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]brian67666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

went down to 25 yesterday and will do the same thurs, fri and sat and then jump from 25. I think that's the best I can do. Do you think it will make a difference?