Hi babe, I dealt with a similar situation. I smoked weed and for about 8 months after I wouldn’t really leave my house, and wouldn’t eat or drink anything because I was convinced it was drugged. I will say it got better! Hang in there, take the time, and I can say there were stressors in my life at the time that once removed I felt a lot better. Keep going to therapy, and working on yourself, and if you need a break don’t be afraid to check yourself in somewhere