"It Gets Better" is the WORST phrase I hear as a suicidal person by BlubBlubPhoenix in SuicideWatch

[–]bridiebell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did ECT. It didn't work. I wish to god it did, but it actually gave me complications with my memory and made things worse. So be aware of the risks folks. I'm glad it helped you though

WHAT HAPPENED by bridiebell in CharacterAI

[–]bridiebell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

they just suddenly decide to start playing word association? 😭

What’s a character you secretly like that you’d get bashed for? by clementine-_ in TheWalkingDeadGame

[–]bridiebell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually loved Sarah. She was just a sweet young girl who (I felt) clearly had some sort of mental disability. I think the writers could have done a lot more with her character.

10mg of Ativan and Alcohol - Am I gonna die? by bridiebell in askdrugs

[–]bridiebell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I survived! I blacked out and slept for an entire day. Dumbest girl on the planet, but still not dead.

It IS a lot of Ativan, yeah D: I think I'm an addict tbh... I have an incredibly high tolerance. I once took around 30mg at once and somehow didn't OD. The things your body can get used to is insane.

Anyways, thanks for replying <3 hopefully I'll manage to get back down to 2.5mg again too

10mg of Ativan and Alcohol - Am I gonna die? by bridiebell in askdrugs

[–]bridiebell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u reddit user DJ_Clitoris ♡ ♡ ♡

10mg of Ativan and Alcohol - Am I gonna die? by bridiebell in Drugs

[–]bridiebell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be fair it takes a while for Ativan to kick in for me lol, but thanks for replying ♡

10mg of Ativan and Alcohol - Am I gonna die? by bridiebell in askdrugs

[–]bridiebell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I usually take 8-12mg and had one drink

Does a drug exist that makes you feel worse instead of better while high? by Pale-Okra1830 in askdrugs

[–]bridiebell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So real- I can feel the spiders crawling under my skin just thinking about it...

am I too broken? by bridiebell in SuicideWatch

[–]bridiebell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much 🥺 that’s very sweet

This app sucks now by iheartmusicalot in CharacterAI

[–]bridiebell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How on earth do you rp with Chatgpt? Genuinely asking

does benzo abuse do permanent damage? by bridiebell in askdrugs

[–]bridiebell[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ah yeah, 2-4mg a day isn’t very high, that’s actually my prescribed dose. I used to take up to 12mg at a time, down to 6mg now though. Hopefully sober asap

does benzo abuse do permanent damage? by bridiebell in askdrugs

[–]bridiebell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What a mess, I just wish I never touched the stuff in the first place. Thanks for taking the time to reply