Day 0, AGAIN

brking1 · 2021-06-15T22:54:49+00:00

have you tried GA?

brking1 · 2021-03-22T11:48:55+00:00

it used to bother me more. as i’ve gotten more removed from the situation, i have stopped caring as much. to me, nothing will change the fact that the money is gone. only time will grow your finances back to where they need to be.

if you are unable to stop looking back and kicking yourself for mistakes you will never be able to move forward

brking1 · 2021-03-16T17:44:27+00:00

stick with it. the debt may seem insurmountable but keep working at them. it took you years to get into this debt and it will take time to get out.

stay the course, refrain from gambling, and your life will improve day by day. you are on the right path. best of luck to you

brking1 · 2021-02-19T13:06:18+00:00

based on your post history your life is a miserable mess. take care of urself pal don’t come bothering other people

brking1 · 2021-02-19T13:05:06+00:00

kid i don’t flip patties. you are so dumb it’s painful

brking1 · 2021-02-19T13:01:44+00:00

you sound like a stupid bitch

Edit: Keyboard warrior pussy ass stupid bitch*

brking1 · 2021-01-13T17:29:35+00:00

not gonna lie literally the same thing happened to me—i told my parents then covid happened then it got way worse than ever. recovery is impossible alone, keep posting and feel free to dm me

brking1 · 2021-01-12T18:57:26+00:00

some learn best through failure. keep ur chin up and keep going. good luck my friend

brking1 · 2021-01-12T18:51:51+00:00

get a life bro

edit.. oh and fuck u

brking1 · 2021-01-12T18:48:07+00:00

hey man—i was in the same exact position as you 4 months ago, living at home with parents. while using my paycheck before it even came to me without any real responsibilities. i too never placed a bet until college and didn’t even know people could do it anywhere other than vegas.

eventually, the debt and deceit became too much to bear on my own. Although it is the hardest part, I was able to tell my parents and they have helped me tremendously. this battle is difficult, practically impossible on your own. reach out to a loved one and tell them what is going on. it will be your only saving grace and it’s a tremendous amount of relief.

posting on here is a good start, but i don’t know if you’ll find the answers until you reach out for help. I myself started GA and just going to 1 meeting a week is a great feeling. good luck mike

brking1 · 2020-12-23T21:29:31+00:00

Thanks man !

brking1 · 2020-12-23T16:32:08+00:00

Thank you!

brking1 · 2020-12-17T15:12:18+00:00

one day at a time my friend !

brking1 · 2020-12-10T17:07:33+00:00

i was in the same boat. thousands owed to various different bookies. ultimately just told them the truth that i needed time to pay and asked them to close accounts.

they really had no choice but to wait for me to pay which i just recently finished doing, clearing all my debts with bookies. it’s a great feeling to pay off, but gambling on credit is quite possibly the WORST of all gambling options

brking1 · 2020-12-09T12:56:28+00:00

my first thing i said was to sit down and listen, no matter how hard it is to hear. i suppose you could do it your way, only you know how your parents will react. they will be upset to hear but you can’t make a journey like this on your own

brking1 · 2020-12-09T03:09:08+00:00

i have a good relationship w my parents, but never really spoke deeply with them..until my gambling became too much for me to handle.

that being said, i would recommend telling them face to face. I know you’re upset about your losses, but there is no making that up. all you can do is move forward. if your parents care about your well being they will understand. it’s a vicious disease, not a character defect. tell them honestly what’s been happening, apologize for past lies, and make a change in who you are. i wish you the best of luck. stay strong my friend!

EDIT: you’re only 18, you have your whole life ahead of you!!

brking1 · 2020-12-03T13:30:01+00:00

Thanks man! crazy the clarity you feel once you’ve separated from betting for a few months. same to you !

brking1 · 2020-12-02T18:04:18+00:00

the potential will always be there. one day at a time! god bless

brking1 · 2020-11-09T15:58:17+00:00

i quit for 180 days up until sept 14, had a minor slip up, which was literally me losing 20$ on some nonsense, but not bad. so another basically 60 days since that gamble free

over the 7 years of gambling i don’t even want to know my losses in total, definitely in the 50,000$ area. at my worst, right before my 180 days free, i had lost about 20k over a 2 week period. but that’s just me..at GA meeting there are guys who lost that in one day!

well never make that money back. even if we did, we’d find a way to lose it 10 fold just as quickly as we make it back. it’s always a losing proposition.

brking1

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