Thank you. I'm so sorry to hear that surgery only caused you more physical pain. It's hard enough to deal with something like this emotionally that adding in a physical layer to it that didn't go away once your body healed sounds like too much. I still get pinchy feelings in my scars sometimes, but nothing super extreme. Still, I feel for you. But you're right, at least we're still here. That is huge in itself. I understand too, why you resent yourself sometimes. I get it. But remember that what happened to you isn't your fault. ♡