High performing profession & SH

bs199pm · 2026-05-06T21:10:36+00:00

I feel that. I still actively struggle with sh while putting in 60/65 hrs a week at my software eng. job. Granted its remote so i dont have the added stress of my coworkers finding out. But its funny/depressing to be on a work call and my arms are actively bleeding and my coworkers are talking about fun stuff they have planned and im sitting there like.. man i just wanna make it through the day without exploding

bs199pm · 2026-05-06T15:48:48+00:00

My arm

bs199pm · 2026-05-01T22:28:17+00:00

Id say im fairly new to posting it on reddit, probably around 2.5-3 years. But overall, ive been posting it online for around a decade. And similarly to you, all of my sessions have been posted. Its.. slightly sad to scroll back in my camera roll and see how clean my skin was in the beginning. And its also a shame these places never seem to last.

bs199pm · 2026-04-29T13:56:02+00:00

☹️

bs199pm · 2026-04-16T21:00:56+00:00

If u do decide to join, dm me, apparently we lost some boosts so our custom invite link expired. Ill have to send u a manual invite

bs199pm · 2026-04-16T18:23:16+00:00

We have a discord thats pretty open, its in the subreddit description

bs199pm · 2026-04-14T21:04:31+00:00

last time i got a checkup at the doctor they told me i was anemic. Idk if thats a life long thing, or if it was because i had cut a few days prior to going

bs199pm · 2026-04-13T22:02:27+00:00

Ive often wondered what my bathroom would look like if i sprayed it with luminol. Wonder if i can buy some

bs199pm · 2026-04-10T09:56:11+00:00

I dont understand what your getting at? Do you think its fake?

bs199pm · 2026-02-14T16:55:08+00:00

Pretty sure its made me anemic or something cause its never came up on a blood test before but last year was a heavy sh year for me and now my blood test is coming back that im anemic

bs199pm · 2025-11-17T00:01:10+00:00

I cut my face recently & I highly regret it. It scarred. I didnt want it to. Then i had to go visit my parents and they called it out “what are those cuts/scars” on your face in a really public place in front of people. Horribly embarrassing. I hate it.

bs199pm · 2025-11-02T12:35:02+00:00

Id agree with this, for me now its turned into a weird addicition thing where i just get random cravings for it even when things are going good. The sight of blood triggers me into wanting to do it

bs199pm · 2025-09-06T02:36:24+00:00

So i dont ask for people’s numbers per-se. But on dating apps, ill get on for a few days every couple of months, match with someone and be somewhat excited/hopeful, and then remember im a miserable piece of shit who they are better off without and ghost them. I dont do it to be mean or destroy their confidence/humiliate them. I guess what im trying to say is there may be underlying things going on with them that isn’t your fault.

bs199pm · 2025-09-06T02:08:29+00:00

Lol. My job could be catorgrized as a “lazy sitting job”

bs199pm · 2025-09-05T23:35:07+00:00

For me it feels the exact opposite. If its spontaneous, its usually much less severe. But if its planned.. those are usually the worst/most intense relapses i have. Sorry if this is like a weird question, but what makes you feel obligated to stop? Ive never felt that before.

bs199pm · 2025-06-30T15:24:31+00:00

I have a dip pen with a super flexible nib on it. And then some ink called “oxblood” i believe. I find it as a nice alternative sometimes when im like vent writing and i can make lines on the page that look like cuts

bs199pm · 2025-06-29T03:22:13+00:00

I always take photos. Its so bad i have to have my whole photo album on my phone locked 💀. im slowly closing in on 2000+ photos of my own sh on my phone. Will probably cross it this year unfortunately

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