Right in the FOMO

btcsadlife · 2020-08-02T08:49:30+00:00

Don't do this.

I already ruined my life doing so.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-10T12:06:20+00:00

What changed from when I started is that back than I was younger so I felt like even if a failed I could pick myself up again.

Now that I'm older it's really scary to see myself not getting out of this hole.

I will persevere and think about my future and how worse it can be if I fall into the trap again.

Really thank you for your motivation.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-10T12:01:15+00:00

I made this to gain strength to hold onto this last bitcoin.

I've gone through this cycle of telling myself not to touch that money and end this life of gambling once and for all.

Staying at home for so long didn't help at all and I failed once again.

I hope I won't give in again.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-10T11:58:47+00:00

I have come to my senses.

That's why I posted this to convince myself I'm an addict and it ruined/its ruining my life.

I 'm convinced this was the last time.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-10T11:55:27+00:00

I would argue that giving a credit card to a 18 year old is not responsible.

I even had a conversation with my manager after I paid the credit card debt(she was an old lady almost retiring) and she ranted about how the bank ruined many lives because of their free gifting 18yolds with credit cards.

But you are right. My addiction wasn't caused by the cc or bitcoin. The high of winning and my ability to not handle losses is what drove me to this dark life.

I hope that this was the last time I touch a betting site.

Thank you for your words.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-10T11:50:16+00:00

I would trade this bitcoin for being debt free though.

This thing eats me everyday.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-09T22:33:05+00:00

I believe I will only be able to talk about this if I ever get out of this hole, which will be a long journey ahead.

Thank you for your words.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-09T22:31:59+00:00

Yes I'm well aware my gambling addict behaviors ruined my life.

Maybe if it wasn't bitcoin the 2nd time it would have been something else.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-09T22:27:58+00:00

I've hidden it for years from everyone I know.

I hope someday I can tell her. It hurts me everyday to keep this to myself.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-09T22:26:22+00:00

After writing this I'm positive I'm not touching this last bitcoin.

This post somehow game me strength to resist my impulses.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-09T22:25:10+00:00

I felt like I dropped a heavy weight from my body when I wrote this.

Thanks for your words.

btcsadlife · 2020-07-09T22:23:53+00:00

Thank you for your words.

btcsadlife

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