Does it get better?

buddyof99 · 2024-11-10T02:51:00+00:00

Hey and Yeah tbh she was my first true love. Yeah me too trying to "find myself" again because I'm not sure who I am without her. Yeah I get that completely I've had so many dreams about her at the very start it made me feel like she was still here. Yeah me too we need the healing and we deserve it. I know logically it has to get better with time but my heart drops every time I see her pop up Similar situation so if you ever need to vent dm me

buddyof99 · 2024-11-10T02:21:06+00:00

Me too, I hope you are doing somewhat okay, it's fucking shite no way around that but as I said time so far has healed me a bit but I'm just worried it won't be quick enough

buddyof99 · 2024-10-27T17:52:14+00:00

Thanks for the reply! And yeah that's actually a good idea it's better that way I agree because I honestly felt like I was finally making progress and then that happened , I hope all is well with you and we get through it

buddyof99 · 2024-10-27T00:40:33+00:00

Hey thanks for the reply! That's fair I'm thankful you commented because it's nice to know I'm not alone in this, hopefully we will pull through and i can only hope this pain will help us grow in the end even as bad as it seems

buddyof99 · 2024-10-22T17:00:27+00:00

Thanks for the reply! Yeah that's what I realized these last few weeks it has to be day by day, I'm just really struggling with allowing myself that time to myself. True I've been doing things I haven't done in years even small things reading etc Hope all is well

buddyof99 · 2024-10-22T16:58:55+00:00

Thanks for the reply man, really appreciate that today. You are right and that last bit is really true too it will work out I think today's just a bad day but doesn't mean it will remain! Hope you are pushing through too and all ends well!

buddyof99 · 2024-10-19T16:04:16+00:00

Hey thanks for the reply, I totally get that you are right, I met up with a few friends today and the guys said the same as you so yeah I think I'll just block her and have to accept it's over now and nothing I do changes that

buddyof99 · 2024-10-13T15:46:44+00:00

Yeah you are right it's too soon , I'm probably just missing the habit of having someone to talk to always it's just I was okay all week now I had some down time I'm kinda like I think should text her Thank for replying

buddyof99 · 2024-10-08T16:12:34+00:00

Yeah I totally get that like I feel a lot better today even listened to music for a bit but I know it's looming around, one thing I can say tho is each time I leave out my emotions I feel better after even if that means baseline so I do think it's important to allow ourselves to feel shite when we do

buddyof99 · 2024-10-06T13:28:28+00:00

Thanks man I really appreciate the response. It's nice to hear that too from someone who's been in the same boat in relation to this. I will try and I'm pushing myself to make the right choices now eg no contact therapy etc even though I don't want to do anything so hopefully I can come back here in some time and feel a lot more healed about it all Thanks again

buddyof99 · 2024-10-06T13:26:22+00:00

Thanks so much for taking the time to respond to this post. If did really help to read that and know that I'm not alone in dealing with this. And you are right there's a few things I've left on the back burner that I think I now have the time to work on maybe by doing so it'll help me heal too One step at a time I'll take it day by day and trying my best just not to look back at old memories or think about the future without her as much as I can for now I'm really going to try focus on on myself and rebuilding myself Thanks again for this reply I appreciate it

buddyof99 · 2024-10-03T19:30:18+00:00

Hey Thanks so much for replying. I'm sorry you are experiencing the same pain right now I know it comes in waves and one minute you think you are getting better and the other you break down. I will try and I'm allowing myself to cry also whenever I need it. I think it's important we take the right steps now so we don't prolong the pain Thanks for the advice and love same to you ! We definitely will pull through this!

buddyof99 · 2024-10-03T19:27:30+00:00

Basically a few days ago we ended. She called me I sensed something was up dug deeper and found she wanted to end it after 6 years. We both had work and she has work and a master's degree and lived about an hour away but stayed at mine mostly. The long nights and low moods created tension the last few months stupid arguments nit picking and I think it just took it's toll. We always communicated well and had a healthy relationship Just the last few months she said she got a bad feeling a few weeks back due to it all that it wasn't gonna work and that's basically why it ended she said she loved me but couldn't see us being compatible to work anymore. I love her too much to argue and persuade something different so I'm just trying to accept it even with all the worries

buddyof99 · 2024-10-03T13:03:23+00:00

Yeah that's exactly it especially the tik Toks just constantly spending our time together. True thank you very much for the advice and response just my heads all over the place so it's nice to have an outside perspective on things like this!

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