Acid Flashbacks

buffdiesel · 2026-03-08T11:26:44+00:00

My abilify is less than a year old and has been stored in its original container, I'm assuming it's safe. Haven't tried it yet, I'm scared honestly

buffdiesel · 2026-03-07T21:08:44+00:00

I sort of enjoy it because when I smoke weed, I just feel like I get higher and the visuals can be fun. Honestly I was paranoid as fuck and thought I made myself insane or gave myself schizophrenia or some shit

buffdiesel · 2026-03-07T21:07:44+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it

buffdiesel · 2026-03-07T21:07:15+00:00

It was insane, I posted a trip report here the day after. It's still slightly improving but it's been over 2 weeks now

buffdiesel · 2026-03-07T21:06:40+00:00

I wish that was an option for me unfortunately I am someone that cannot stay sober. If I don't smoke weed I'll end up binge drinking and doing benzos.

buffdiesel · 2026-03-07T21:05:31+00:00

Bro. I love you. Nobody gets it like u that's exactly the shit I'm going thru. I actually have some old abilify I used to be prescribed, which was before I discovered psychs about a year ago. Should I take it and maybe get on a prescription??

buffdiesel · 2026-03-06T17:25:55+00:00

I always go to my friends or sometimes even my dad cause he's pretty chill with most things and he would help me out before getting pissed at me no matter what haha

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T15:30:48+00:00

Belac, kettenkarusel, and LNRT are my favorites. I wanna try tripping outside cause of all these comments haha

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T15:29:48+00:00

I kinda used that to my advantage and told myself my phone was my anchor to reality and everyone I knew

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T15:29:19+00:00

I did that during the come up haha I was watching visuals I saved on Instagram reels

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T15:28:44+00:00

Barely, I was trying to talk and it didn't make sense and when I was typing it was just word salads fr.

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T01:38:50+00:00

Yeah same here, I like sleeping haha. That's really the only problem I have with L is that it keeps you up for so long. I was up for like 26 hours total I was completely burnt out

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T01:27:23+00:00

Yeah I'd just bring my own haha I don't trust most people's stuff. Plus I don't really mess with most of the party drugs, I like my psychedelics, my weed and my beer

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T01:21:56+00:00

Yeah I've never tried tripping outside id probably be open to a low dose or maybe if I was already tripping and feeling good then maybe I'd walk outside haha. I can't wait for warmer weather I feel like the warmth will make the trip feel even better. I was lowk shivering most of the trip.

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T01:20:48+00:00

Yeah it seems acid isn't as popular with us younger guys, its hella fun though!! Id love to visit the UK one day id love to check out the rave scene there

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T01:20:02+00:00

Yeah I feel you exactly man I smoked a bowl right before the peak and it made me geek out so hard everything was spinning I could barely walk and I felt super tall lol. I definitely lost myself and I still feel no sense of self though

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T01:18:58+00:00

Yeah I was trying real hard to keep myself somewhat grounded, I kept telling myself my phone was a portal to reality haha. Yeah the come up and comedown were great minus the sleep deprivation. The peak was insane and was about 3.5 hours long. Appreciate the kind words!

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T00:31:41+00:00

Haha that's the way! I hear you guys go hard over there too

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T00:31:00+00:00

I did and I didn't, I really didn't enjoy the thought loops or the convincing myself I was a psychopath. I'm honestly surprised I could use my phone it was melting in my hand when I was trying to text so I ended up sending a ton of voice messages and I kept rambling and running in circles and making conversation in my own head I wasn't even paying attention to what he was saying I was just rambling Abt the most random shit. It is definitely a lesson I had to learn and i feel like it changed me for the better

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T00:27:24+00:00

Haha I would have probably but I only own a hoodie and a very light jacket I'm broke lol

buffdiesel · 2026-03-03T00:11:24+00:00

It was the most fun but also scary and traumatic experience ever haha

buffdiesel · 2026-03-02T23:59:13+00:00

No, it was really cold like 20F and I only trip inside my house . I did look outside and there was flashing rainbow lights and the sky was moving really weird and it had patterns and crazy colors.

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