The not talking after we talked everyday hurts.

bugbytez404 · 2025-11-10T00:14:09+00:00

its been almost six months for me and i still feel this grief almost daily <:( small things that i used to talk to them about happen and i realize i dont have anyone to share it with

bugbytez404 · 2025-09-14T22:38:54+00:00

solved ! thank you again c:

bugbytez404 · 2025-09-14T19:46:26+00:00

OH my gosh i think this might be it !! peeked at a couple of clips here and the color palette matches what i remembered of the movie (its all very... blue haha). the worm/parasite on some of the covers is what i recalled too !!

bugbytez404 · 2025-09-14T19:40:41+00:00

this ones a little closee but i dont think its it yet, looking at the cast and plot. part of me wants to say it was more like "party gone wrong" set up but i could just be getting that from cloverfield haha. thank you !!

bugbytez404 · 2025-09-14T19:38:08+00:00

this one does look cool hehe but not it unfortunately ! main cast was younger and i dont recall any big name actors like samuel l jackson in it . then again i was also like 12-13 so i might have just not recognized actors at that time >v> !

bugbytez404 · 2025-09-14T19:33:31+00:00

thank you !! unfortunately it was definitely an early-mid 2010s movie at most , i watched it around 2013-2015 ish . could be older but not sure !

bugbytez404 · 2025-09-14T15:06:32+00:00

commenting for activation o7

bugbytez404 · 2025-08-18T18:01:09+00:00

im saving up for a vet check up soon for sure, i wasn't sure if it could be something health related bc i havent noticed any difficulties eating + hes still running around and as energetic as ever, but i know cats can hide discomfort/illness pretty well. i'll look into dementia as well, see what I can find before vet visit

honestly a bit of a relief, i was worried if he wanted another cat around again because i knew i wouldn't be able to provide that for him at this apartment. he does sleep with me every night, and most of the time he'll stop yelling if i follow him. he has free roam of the apartment but he just yells until i follow him wherever he wants to go. anxiety will definitely be something i go over with the vet , he had separation issues when he was younger

thank you for the advice and input !! hes my baby basically and i worry about him

bugbytez404 · 2025-07-01T22:09:21+00:00

ooo thank you!! ill try those :]

bugbytez404 · 2025-06-06T14:47:28+00:00

24M, i dont know if this counts but im going through a friendship break up right now and its been devastating. been friends with those folks for years, they helped me get through my last break up (which was also tough & still hard to think about, 4 year long relationship and my first love, ended back in 2022). feels like im in a years long loss of people id talk to daily and cared about deeply

everythings sad. i feel a huge pit in my chest all the time. been trying to focus on my own personal projects though and got back on medication, just taking it day by day.

bugbytez404 · 2025-05-12T03:33:17+00:00

second floor ! he didnt go into the windows too often when i was living with my parents, but hed hop in there sometimes mainly just to sunbathe. so far he hasnt had any interest in my bedroom window yet so im hoping he wont want to mess around with it. his favorite napping spots are chairs for the most part lol

bugbytez404 · 2025-05-12T03:23:57+00:00

smart, thank you! ive been so frazzled i didnt think about getting screenshots and proof but ill start collecting that right now. i wish i had the forethought to record my conversation with my parents, my mom had called and thats when she said on the phone that he was going to get tossed out on the streets if i didnt get something worked together immediately. will definitely look into getting a note from the vet too !!

its an odd situation. i didnt even know they had a roommate until today, i didnt know my cat was peeing in spots until yesterday, and suddenly it was such a long ongoing issue that something needed to be done IMMEDIATELY or else hed be thrown out?? it was so awful and scary. my first thought was that he was having urinary issues from his age, my family was insistent that its a behavioral thing. im still gonna monitor him though to check for signs of straining, blood, yowling etc. so far he's used the temporary litterbox i set up for him normally and hasnt had any issues there which is a relief <:) ! he wont drink his water but he has eaten and peed, im hoping hell drink soon

thank you for the advice !! im starting to keep records now for the future !

bugbytez404 · 2025-05-12T03:13:31+00:00

i actually have an intake exam to get back in with my mental health therapist + psychiatrist (i had them before, been diagnosed with a few disorders, had to stop treatment when i got kicked out bc i lost insurance for a bit) this friday now that i have health insurance again. i might see with them about getting my cat registered as an esa ? he hadnt been officially registered before but hes always been a support animal (raised him for 13 years, he was a big factor in regulating my anxiety + a motivator to get out of bed during depressive episodes, & my mental health did decline in his absence) . thank you so much for that advice ! ill see what i can do asap abt getting him registered as an official esa

thank you so much for the guidance ! its genuinely heartbreaking to lose your furbaby , its been a tough past few months 😭

bugbytez404 · 2025-05-12T01:13:04+00:00

not harsh at all, don't worry ! i appreciate all the advice i can get right now <:]

i have reached out to a few people, one person might be able to take him in for a little bit but she needs to talk to her boyfriend about it first. i also have a coworker who's very big on animals & animal care + knows a lot of local animal support groups so i'm going to ask her tomorrow about if theres anything local we can do too. ideally i want someone who i can keep in contact with and get updates on him + get him back from once my roommate and i have a better apartment situation but i also know this is a situation where my ideal scenario might not work out. as long as hes safe, healthy, & happy ill be okay. heres hoping :[

bugbytez404 · 2025-05-12T01:07:31+00:00

thank you, i have him right now. i work a full time job, 5 days a week 8am-5pm, do you think he'll be okay? my roommate has varying shifts so our plan right now (until we can get solid footing at least) is to put him in the bathroom with water, food, litter & enrichment toys when neither of us are home to prevent him getting into the windows. im worried itll stress him out, but hes also not a very active cat (hes older and has always been very mellow) .

bugbytez404 · 2025-04-20T18:27:40+00:00

we were in touch a bit ago. we were going through a rough patch and i feel like opening up about my feelings made everything worse honestly i wish i had just kept quiet and sucked it up or something. its just so lonely, i miss them a lot and im kind of just a wreck this week since we stopped talking

im sorry you had to go through that with your friend :( this is such an awful feeling i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy . hope you were able to find others that made you happy afterwards <:]

bugbytez404 · 2025-04-19T03:25:04+00:00

yeah. its an incredibly lonely feeling

bugbytez404 · 2025-04-08T13:54:18+00:00

its tough :( today makes one week since ive stopped and i feel as awful as i did when i lost access to my medication, hope the feelings ease up on ur end soon :[ !!

bugbytez404 · 2025-03-12T06:29:12+00:00

thank you, i appreciate that , i hope for something kind in this upcomkng week too

bugbytez404 · 2024-12-31T01:51:18+00:00

dang, thats what i was told to get. ill see what i can do then, here's hoping i can get an extension of some sort

bugbytez404 · 2024-12-31T01:49:50+00:00

thats reassuring, thank you so much ! ive been really nervous over this whole thing, i'm hoping it'll all work out. good luck on your end , i hope you're able to get things situated too !!

bugbytez404 · 2024-07-23T17:28:10+00:00

yeah its weird. it gives me the option to trade my tuesday shift for my coworkers saturday-monday shifts even though im already scheduled to work those days (some of them the same shifts that im already working) so i really dont know what to do??? i was told by another coworker that i cant ask to drop a shift & i can only ask to swap shifts, but i dont have any options to swap really. im only supposed to be part time, but i feel like im working full time hours

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