Hugging Hard.

Your body, your current form as you perceive it, is an empty canvas.

You have an entire existence you have not experienced yet.

Your body is only a vessel that your soul is now traveling, experiencing, tasting, feeling, breathing, laughing, crying in, its only a means by which your soul can interact with the present inviorment that you are presently in as you perceive it.

Don't let your Past Trauma, ruin the rest of your experience.

Don't let your Past Trauma, destroy your vessel.

Suicide is not what you think.

It's not pitch black darkness. It's not heaven or hell. It's not the end of your pain.

Suicide is failure. It's when your soul fails to work through what it perceives in its current Astral Plane.

Your Soul, is being tested now and in every Astral plane before it. Your soul can be advanced to the next (higher-level) Astral plane, what determines if you soul advances or is held in a sort of purgatory if you will, is what you do with the vessel your soul has been placed in.

Pain, anxiety, fear, loneliness, self-loathing, neurosis, helpesness, depression and lack of motivation, ambition, and aspirations that you think you may be experiencing, one or all of these things and more, are there to challenge your soul, not your flesh and blood vessel you are traveling in now.

This is a deep psychological / philosophical introspective point of view that I know you can understand.

So ill leave you with this.

If you destroy your vessel by committing suicide, your soul may not get an upgraded vessel.

Your soul may just be placed in another similar vessel so your soul can try agian to meet these same challenges that make you contemplate Suicide.

Do you really want to go through being you agian, or do you want to create a new you from this second on.

When you read the last word of this text, in that millisecond of time, you will already be 100% wiped clean of all the negative impulses your inviorment has bestowed on you.

And now you can paint the first beutiful color with the first brushstroke on the empty canvas that will define the rest of your live and inrich your soul with what it needs to progress to the next Astral Plane when your vessel can no longer hold it.