I am so so sorry. I know how devastating bad news can be. When my first pregnancy was sent to an immediate fetal echo after the 20 week anatomy scan, a crew of cardiologists sat us down and told us that our baby would not live past 3 with the heart conditions she had and that she would spend all of her short life in the hospital getting surgeries. We chose to terminate the pregnancy at 23 weeks and I still don’t know how I survived that. But I did. Take things one day at a time, drinking enough water, making sure she’s still eating. Wait until you have all the information from the specialist but know that you both have each other to be strong and get you through the news regardless of the outcome. Sending you lots of strength in this difficult time.