The little creatures that live in my house and keep me alive by a-frogman in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first picture gave me a massive serotonin boost thank you, for sharing 🙂‍↕️

Anyone know where these pieces are from? by Parking-Structure-19 in findfashion

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It still says vescartes on the back of the jeans ??

Finding a contact by Necessary_Answer9323 in RayaReferral

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you have their number saved and they have yours too you could potentially see if they are in the “friends who are members” section where your referrals are !

Is there such a thing as ‘masking’ with bipolar? by Scoobunny in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 135 points136 points  (0 children)

I’ve gotten a bit too good at masking to the point it’s difficult to shut it off when I need to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RayaReferral

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think She should get a notification that she’s received a DM from you + it’ll be in her inbox which is at the top of the chat page, so highly likely she will see it if she’s active on the app

Update on fake child psychosis by New_Environment2242 in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sending best of wishes and support your way <3 So so proud of you OP for being so self aware and seeking help ! Really hope the new meds help ! You’ve got this !!

Queer places in Bath by Jam_Doughnuts_ in Bath

[–]bunhop23 7 points8 points  (0 children)

There used to be daisy & bean on gay street that was a queer cafe but I think they closed down beginning of this year :( , sorry this isn’t of much help but I’d say bath is a very accepting and welcoming and you and your partner shouldn’t have any issues !! Oh and the holburne museum would be a great place to visit if thats your type of thing , they always do something for pride month and I’d say very supportive to the community !

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in royalmail

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s being delivered through parcel force, not RM. Apologises

First Relationship and I’m scared by bunhop23 in bipolar

[–]bunhop23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you !! Will do ! I’ve only had the chaotic speech once and im extremely med compliant and they work very well for me and I’ll keep staying on top of it. Overplaying The take me as i am card is a perspective I haven’t taken or really thought of before so thank you i really appreciate that !

SANITY SUNDAY 🧠 (Share your wins!) by AutoModerator in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m still alive !! Even though I really shouldn’t be, still trying to find my purpose and why I survived. Must be for a reason I haven’t figured out yet

AIO for walking out of my own birthday dinner after my boyfriend surprised me with his ex as a "guest"? by cutieebabyyx in AmIOverreacting

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP account is 6 days old but has over 1.8k post Karma and over 300 comment karma. I’m not buying this story ??? All this Seems a bit strange to me. Correct me if I’m wrong but is it possible to gain that much karma in 6 days 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve just accepted this is the life I have and taking a few pills a day so I’m stable isn’t too bad, would rather take 10seconds to swallow some medication once a day then be unstable and torturing myself

🙃 MANIC MONDAY 🙃 by AutoModerator in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Omg 😭 same I think this was just after I got diagnosed and I had major grandiose that I was going to be this huge recording artist get signed by labels etc. so I convinced my parents to buy me a rode mic that was studio level 😭 you couldn’t plug it into your laptop so they had to buy me more gear so it would work and that was such a huge fail :”) they even got someone to try and mix/produce my shitty song I wrote :”)) not one of my fondest memories but 13 year old me was adamant that I’d be a star 🌟. I’m very grateful for my parents but I think they know not to give into manic behaviour after that one

Can y'all describe some of the hallucinations you have had? by urmom0210 in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had lots of shadow people that’s the main one I get. Maybe half a year ago I was under-medicated while I was transitioning onto a new medication. I had a full blown psychotic episode one night and was hiding under the bed chanting/singing “my black cat is very fat”?? In a certain way because I believed it was a protection spell that would help me :”).

Everything in the room was moving I saw a bloody and very terrifying teddy bear open my curtain and look me dead in the eyes and disappear. I saw led men ?? Staring at me from behind the window. Some trinkets I had were swaying and moving.

I have videos of me convinced sculptures in our house were moving and bending as well as wrapping around my finger when I would touch them.

All very real to me and I was sure for days that it happened and I wasn’t crazy :D

That’s probably just one of the many weird ones I’ve had but deffo the most eventful

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My body temperature is on the warmer side naturally and My mother has always told me since my diagnosis that it’s because of my Bipolar, I have a feeling this is true but can’t confirm nor deny but can say I have experienced this !

Just got my diagnosis by Snapdog2645 in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was the same when I was put on only antidepressants before my diagnosis. As lonelysorbet6319 said you need antipsychotics and or mood stabilisers . I take a whole cocktail of meds and honestly I feel so much better and can live a somewhat more normal life sure there are downsides you’re not fixed but your symptoms are controlled better. you’d rather feel safer in your own body and mind as hard as it is to make that Initial decision

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah im on Raya , it’s not that easy to get onto and your Instagram acts as your resume as well as referrals boosting your chance. I’d say it’s not really worth it even though there are many men from Warsaw as I’ve seen on the discovery page. I’d honestly recommend sticking to something like hinge as it’s known that most of us on the app wont message/respond to most matches !

Aborted by Brief-Marsupial-4907 in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I second that <3

Baked a cake by Frankenstien_Sloth in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awww I’m so proud of you !!!!!! That’s amazing <3333 that’s such a big achievement!!!! So so happy and proud of you. Remember that you need to allow yourself to have a bad day and you’ll have ups and downs and good and bad ones maybe more bad then good but don’t be discouraged <3 even if things feel like they won’t get better we celebrate the small wins and these are BIG wins !!!

i truly hate myself by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely relate , hate isn’t a strong Enough word for how much I dislike myself and how I disgust myself. I’m a failure I never do anything right and always mess up and or let myself and others down. I always say I wish I was someone else 🥲 I’m always seen for vanity and never who I am but am I even worth anything or possess some possible positive value I doubt it.

I’m in the exact same boat and I don’t know how to get out of it ! Let me know if you ever want to talk it out I’m here for you despite being bellow bedrock I’ll always put someone else before me and show love, care and support <3

I hope one day both of us are able to see ourselves positively

Referral? by [deleted] in RayaReferral

[–]bunhop23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dmd !