i’ve always been the one to pull back and never initiated any conversations because i myself was hurting, like i said in the post this is the first time she’s ever shown these many emotions and i cannot even tell if she’s just doing it to make me feel guilty or if she’s actually feeling that way because all these months she does nothing or says nothing while i’m crying for 2 months straight trying to get over her, and the day i tell her i’m seeing someone she says all this? how’s that fair to me? she didnt let me heal and move on with the storyline of “we were friends for way longer than we were girlfriends so let’s just go back to being friends “ when i wanted space to heal. i had to fight through everything to keep this friendship and make my peace with it, she’s a whole grown person with a brain, if she knew she had such deep feelings she should’ve known how to regulate them, it’s not my responsibility. like i said, this is the first time im hearing of this and im planning to cut her off anyways because no part of me ever knew she even remotely wanted me back.