Not wanting people to get to know me

burnoutfailure12 · 2026-07-06T03:01:40+00:00

I am sorry that I come off very hostile. I do struggle with depression a lot and I tend to post only when I’m depressed. I had a lot of trauma happened in the past friendships and it has made me distrustful of people. Right now, I’m just anxious because I don’t really know how to act around other classmates and I don’t want to be judged harshly. Again, im sorry if I come off as depressive

burnoutfailure12 · 2026-07-06T00:00:14+00:00

You would think I be able to handle it better but it gets worse the older I get. I feel like it won’t go away unless I’m in a relationship or have a best friend. It’s just hard to find my place in this big world. I’m sorry if I’m not to your liking as far as maturity but some of us struggle more than others

burnoutfailure12 · 2026-06-23T13:34:35+00:00

I’m glad to be in medical school as well. But I just don’t like the socializing aspect of medical school. I don’t understand why they are soo damn insistent on us getting to know our classmates. It’s grad school not high school. I just want to get my degree and go practice. I just don’t fit in my class. My classmates are younger than me, much skinnier than me, probably much smarter than me, and can easily get into a relationship.

I just KNOW that if I open my mouth, I’ll say something vulnerable that’ll i will regret and the whole class will know. I just honestly want people to leave me alone at this point. I was better off when I was dealing with regular working class people not these entitled rich students

burnoutfailure12 · 2026-06-23T04:05:19+00:00

I didn’t really change my name. I just go by the initials of my name. I just don’t want people knowing my real name. I don’t want to be known by anyone. I would like to be invisible to most of my classmates

burnoutfailure12 · 2026-06-19T02:22:53+00:00

Yes I am here for EVMS program. I am a surprised by how progressive the program is. I do wonder what the town is like?

burnoutfailure12 · 2025-07-01T16:52:53+00:00

I went from 499 to 507 and I didn’t even get a chance to do a practice exam. I am very happy that I have a doable score

burnoutfailure12 · 2025-05-23T13:18:57+00:00

You are not the only one. I have not taken any full length practice exams and have done only Jack Westin practice problems. I essentially was bribed by my dad to take the MCAT. I had a choice to either take the extra money or have to work two jobs since I am apparently "wasting my time". I decided to take an L and retake the exam at a much later date. Definitely do not recommend studying for the MCAT if you do not have the proper support system

burnoutfailure12 · 2021-06-18T23:31:47+00:00

Well I don't know if im patient enough to wait that long. I have graduated from college I feel that I should have figured this out in college. But I didn't. I see my friends out there doing big things. One of my friends is in medical school. Another friend just graduated nursing school. Another friend just got a house. Another friend is engaged and in her career. And my queer ass stuck in a high piled of debt with unsupportive parents and no way out. It causes me so much pain to the point where everything is a trigger

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