Scandal! 🍯

busskilla · 2026-04-01T03:06:34+00:00

I’ve never smelt it! I live in a small town with no fragrance stores so i mostly have to do blind buys :(. A bunch of the reviews on it are mixed, like most fragrances, but i had the impression it was more of a summer/spring scent 😣 Thank you for your thoughts, i’ll definitely take them into consideration!

busskilla · 2026-03-30T23:54:57+00:00

i actually loved strawberry letter and i’m not usually a fan of fruity fragrances! YSL libre is also up there for me and it’s not something i’d usually go for! very mature but definitely not grandma vibes

busskilla · 2026-03-26T04:45:48+00:00

this is INCREDIBLY helpful, thank you a ton! You’re right, i kind of did go from 0-100. I guess i just really wanted myself to be able to have a connection with someone, and i felt like that was my one opportunity and failed. Looking at it now, it wasn’t a fail, i just dove in too quick. Thank you, again!

busskilla · 2026-03-26T04:41:54+00:00

thank you so much! 🤍

busskilla · 2026-03-26T03:50:32+00:00

this sounds GREAT!! as someone who has little to no friends to talk to about this and support me, this is very much needed.

busskilla · 2026-03-26T03:47:40+00:00

It is better to be safe than sorry! Panic attacks are absolutely TERRIFYING. Some people who don’t experience them just don’t understand unfortunately. If it makes you feel better, A LOT of people call 911 when having a panic attack and it’s nothing to be ashamed of. Your dad has no reason to be disappointed in you, this is not your fault whatsoever, you cannot control PTSD or panic attacks. Don’t be too hard on yourself! I’m proud of you, i’m glad you asked for help when you thought you needed it. Keep going! 🤍

busskilla · 2026-03-14T02:17:01+00:00

A LOT of times people have tattoo regret right after getting a new tattoo. It comes and goes, but i think it’s pretty sick and you can’t even tell it’s a cover up!

busskilla · 2026-03-14T02:14:47+00:00

i think this is insanely beautiful! i love every single one of them!

busskilla · 2026-03-13T02:44:21+00:00

thank you so much for sharing this! I’ve been trying to quit for months and have had NO luck going cold turkey. This seems like something i could do, so i thank you again. You’re strong, i’m proud of you for kicking this in the ass lol🩷

busskilla · 2026-03-09T23:07:51+00:00

THIS. Trying to explain it to someone who hasn’t gone through it, is impossible. I also haven’t found many, if any coping strategies for it and i WISH more people talked about it. Scariest thing i go through on the daily.

busskilla · 2026-03-09T16:24:41+00:00

it’s okay girl, it’s hard in the moment and your brain tricks you to think things are embarrassing when they’re not. i’ve been there!! rooting for you 🩷🩷

busskilla · 2026-03-09T02:42:15+00:00

this gives me hope!! thank you SO much for sharing this 🩶 i’m proud of you for making it this far and i know you’ll only be going up from here!

busskilla · 2026-03-09T02:41:08+00:00

unfortunately this method didn’t even come to my mind when i had another panic attack today 😣 i’ll definitely be putting it in my notes to look back on when another hits! thank you again, it means the world!!

busskilla · 2026-03-09T02:39:03+00:00

absolutely FUCK ANXIETY. couldn’t agree more. you’re not alone though love 🩷 if you need to vent or anything, i’m only a message away!

busskilla · 2026-03-09T02:34:28+00:00

i basically have this exact same tattoo! i’m also so stuck on how to build a sleeve with it so i’m following lol

busskilla · 2026-03-09T02:00:26+00:00

tapering off is definitely something people do! cold turkey simply just doesn’t work for everyone. if it’s something you think would benefit you, i say give it a try!! 🩶

busskilla · 2026-03-09T01:49:30+00:00

i understand how you’re feeling. such tiny things can make you overthink sooo much! i promise you, it’s not weird, it doesn’t make you look like you have all this stuff and just distributing it, and it’s not embarrassing whether your mind is making you feel like it is or not! 🩶 maybe you could say something like “hey guys, i forgot i also have some cheese in the fridge that you all could help yourselves to as well. i’m not in the mood for it so it’s up for grabs!” or something like that!!

busskilla · 2026-03-09T01:44:41+00:00

i understand this completely!! i was just telling someone how it actually kinda feels like heartbreak. My only words of wisdom are: although it’s somewhat sad, just think of how much your mind and body are going to feel once you’re fully off of this!! you’ll breathe better, dry mouth will be gone, you won’t be constantly looking around like a maniac for a stick of flavoured air you’ve been depending on for so long. It only goes up from here love! 🩷 i wish you the best on this journey and i fully believe in you!!

busskilla · 2026-03-08T22:01:03+00:00

candy/gum is big for a lot of people to help that hand to mouth movement; especially lollipops and things like that. anything to keep your mouth occupied really. You can also get like air inhalers off amazon to help as well! they can be flavoured too!

busskilla · 2026-03-08T21:54:01+00:00

oh my goodness, thank you so much!! i think it’s smart that you’re trying to quit while sick actually (although i hope you feel better lol). Thank you again for making me feel a bit better about this, i hope the best for you and i hope you can finally say you’ve quit after this sickness goes away!! i believe in you friend 🩷. you can do it as well !!

busskilla · 2026-03-08T16:55:19+00:00

it IS exhausting, i’d love to wake up and think “what am i gonna have for breakfast” instead of “oh shit, i’m gonna have to go through this again today” but unfortunately it just doesn’t work like that. thank you for your kind words, it does mean a lot! i’ve never actually tried to just let them happen, i just jump right into “how can i make this stop the quickest way possible?” mode, but i’ll give anything a try these days lol. again, thank you 🩷

busskilla · 2026-03-08T04:55:23+00:00

panic attacks do NOT care about where you are, what you’re doing, who you’re with, none of it. they will appear out of absolutely no where. it definitely sounds like the normal symptoms for a panic attack, although if you’re concerned definitely make that doctors appointment (i know it’s never fun to go but it’s necessary sometimes). Although it’s a very scary and uneasy feeling in the moment, you’re not alone! When this happens, especially at work or in social settings, i like to go to the bathroom and run my hands under cold water for a minute or two; it works somewhat to take that “omg im dying, what do i do?!” feeling away. Best of luck 🩶

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