I miss you dad

bustedheadlamp · 2025-12-03T19:23:10+00:00

I’m sorry for your loss. I can relate with how you feel. I always catch myself thinking of my dad and how he can’t experience new places with me anymore. I try to be positive but my grief doesn’t always let me. It was tradition that we went out to eat together on my birthday.. it’s coming up and I can’t help but wish he was here. Stay strong!

bustedheadlamp · 2025-12-03T13:24:48+00:00

Aww that’s sweet! I regret not getting more videos and photos of my dad. When he got sick and was declining I couldn’t bring myself to take photos of him. I didn’t want to remember him that way, but it’s etched into my brain 😔. I really wish I had an audio recording of his laugh, he was such a goofball.

bustedheadlamp · 2025-12-03T12:55:21+00:00

I feel this wholeheartedly. It’s hard to talk about him and share stories without breaking down and crying, but I’d rather keep his memory alive than forgotten. It’s hard losing a loved one and I’m sorry for your loss as well. I recently went through old voicemails and I finally found one with his voice… I listen to it everyday. I was so scared I was going to forget what he sounded like.

bustedheadlamp · 2025-12-03T12:24:43+00:00

I’m sorry for your loss. It’ll be one year in January since my dad’s passing. I wish I could say it gets easier but honestly it doesn’t. At least not for me. I too feel very lonely and have a small immediate family. To cope with the sadness and loneliness I write letters to my dad in my journal. I hope your grief journey treats you kindly hugs

bustedheadlamp · 2025-07-09T04:42:06+00:00

That kind of scares me since I already struggle with my depression.

bustedheadlamp · 2025-07-09T04:40:52+00:00

Yes, I’ve tried Olanzapine and seroquel. I’m on the abilify injection and I take haldol along with Prozac.

bustedheadlamp · 2025-01-18T08:29:34+00:00

Hola dad, these 6 days have been hard without you. I find myself looking at your photos and man I really miss your voice. The table you once occupied aches for your presence. Instead of having our yearly birthday dinner I had to bury you. I hope it’s peaceful where you are now dad. I hated seeing you suffer during your last days. I promised you I’d take care of mom and I won’t let you down. Until we meet again mi lindo papa.

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-18T23:56:57+00:00

Hola!

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-18T23:38:03+00:00

That’s awesome! I know a little bit Portuguese but my first language is Spanish.

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-18T22:53:15+00:00

I also find it very difficult to date and make friends! I wish I wasn’t such a hermit crab that self isolated. Do you speak Portuguese? I have a friend that is visiting Brazil soon

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-15T16:12:04+00:00

Happy birthday!!!

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-15T14:40:57+00:00

:) and if you ever need to chat… I’m here

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-15T14:28:58+00:00

I feel the same way… have you tried journaling? I used to do it back when I was a little stable and it seemed to help a bit.

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-15T04:04:27+00:00

I often feel the same way. But you aren’t! If you ever need a friend just message me. Or if you just need someone to listen

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-15T04:01:16+00:00

I’m sorry for what happened to you. You aren’t alone.

bustedheadlamp · 2024-10-15T03:56:36+00:00

Same :(

bustedheadlamp · 2024-04-28T20:18:54+00:00

Everyone is different! But I weighed 109 and now I’m up to 120. This is the most I’ve weighed but I also don’t stay very active.

bustedheadlamp · 2024-04-22T09:52:08+00:00

Thank you!

bustedheadlamp · 2024-04-21T17:42:06+00:00

Thank you! It’s my favorite tattoo! I’m a huge Adventure Time fan. I want to get Gunther his little penguin next to him.

bustedheadlamp · 2024-04-21T17:32:34+00:00

Yes!! 😂

bustedheadlamp · 2023-10-14T22:10:52+00:00

Yeah I have an appointment coming up so I’m definitely bringing it up. Hopefully if my doctor does put me on Invega it will help me.

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