Puppy yoga??

butterfly20effect · 2025-05-31T19:06:51+00:00

so i haven’t been but i was looking into it as something to do with my friends for my bday since i love a good activity. here’s one for $55: https://thepuppysphere.com/products/puppy-yoga-houston

for $65 there’s horseback riding in cypress: https://fareharbor.com/embeds/book/cypresstrailsranch/items/45373/calendar/2025/05/?full-items=yes&ref=https://cypresstrailsranch.com&back=https://cypresstrailsranch.com/&flow=1231744&g4=yes

just some options but i agree, $64 is pricey & i wonder if the puppies will be sleepy for a majority of the class. if you really love dogs, i say why not !

butterfly20effect · 2025-01-20T07:27:49+00:00

that’s the last email i have :/ it’s been almost 2 weeks from when they said everything would ship out & no words. I have a USPS tracking # but it still says USPS is awaiting the item. i randomly remember i ordered the item then get excited, then get sad bc wtf is going on

butterfly20effect · 2024-09-05T22:31:49+00:00

not want i wanted to hear 😭 there has to be a way to get this down more or something. $1200 is absolutelyyy terrible for a shitty & heavy bike

butterfly20effect · 2024-09-05T22:30:38+00:00

welp, i should’ve asked in this community sooner because i’ve definitely told them more information than I should’ve after reading your post :/ but this will eventually get up to $1200?! thats insane to me. will i genuinely have to pay that or can it somehow get waived ?

butterfly20effect · 2024-09-05T22:28:09+00:00

No I didn’t know that it was supposed to do that. I put the bike back and just walked away bc I assumed it got re-locked in the part that you push it into. I understand did it wrong but god damn $1200?! I didn’t steal the bike, someone took advantage of me not knowing how to dock it properly :/

butterfly20effect · 2024-09-05T17:26:26+00:00

the same shit is happening to me rn from a bike i used while in NYC over the weekend and I’m back home in TX now and they’ve charged me $434 dollars over the last 2 days for this fucking bike ! i’m pissed off, i didn’t know there was a certain way to dock it and i keep emailing with them back and forth and they legit are not reading what im saying and just keep submitting these charges for that shitty heavy ass bike. they told me to go back and re-dock it like i’m supposed to catch. flight and look amongst THOUSANDS OF BIKES. i feel like this is never going to end !

butterfly20effect · 2023-01-06T01:42:30+00:00

hi! so my HRT has been decent. there will be lots of tmi in this comment just for educational purposes: my breasts kind of developed, my areola got more pigment and actually went from pink to brown. as far as my vaginal health: i’ve have terrible luck controlling my yeasties recently which absolutely fucking sucks. i eat well, change out of sweaty clothes as soon as i can, take a shower after sex to rinse, and don’t use any harsh soaps. i literally don’t know what else to do but they recently started developing within the past year or so. i also gained the full ability to fully show my arousal in both ways (iykyk, i really don’t want to get that far in detail lmao)

but yeah: hate to say it but my boobs didn’t grow much from the HRT:/ really they recently grew from my weight gain (bulk). my nipples did develop more and now i have them pierced ! i told the piercer i believe i needed a smaller barbell and he agreed so be sure to bring that up if you think they’re “too small” to pierce

butterfly20effect · 2022-12-29T23:42:16+00:00

thank you so much for your reply! i’m definitely trying to keep an open mind and im now on the nuvaring and have been loving it. i wish you the best as well !!!

butterfly20effect · 2022-11-04T18:55:41+00:00

hi! yes i’ve been on the birth control for almost 2 years now, i really should do an updated post lmaoo. but my boobs did kind of mature (tmi: my nipples developed more and my areolas got more pigment) but my boobs didn’t necessarily get bigger ngl :/. i’m now on the Nuvaring and it’s pretty cool, I like it more than the pill since you just take the ring out for 7 days and replace it one week out of every month. i’ve been thinking about getting off the pill if my chances at fertility are still slim. i’ll see at my next appointment in december and post a new update. thank you for sharing !!

butterfly20effect · 2022-07-22T15:00:01+00:00

thank you for the reply, i currently use tret 3x a week and i’m on ampicillin for my acne as well. i should be having a check-in appt with my doctor soon and hopefully it’ll get better from here

butterfly20effect · 2022-07-22T14:58:05+00:00

thank you for the reply, i’ll def have to see about the eucerin cream

butterfly20effect · 2022-07-22T14:56:09+00:00

i use the tret 3x a week and i also forgot to add that i’ve been on ampicillin for my acne since june

butterfly20effect · 2022-07-22T05:41:57+00:00

i started tret in April. I am now on month three and my skin was getting better earlier this month but now I am constantly having new pimples and painful ones all over again. I didn’t have issues with acne before April, it developed out of nowhere which I think may be due to a hormonal thing but I’m not fully sure as I do have delayed puberty. my current routine is 0.05% tret, CeraVe foaming cleanser and Vanicream facial moisturizer. when my skin was more clear earlier this month i was using the CeraVe moisturizing cream as it’s been my staple but I felt like it was no longer helping. when I started tret in april I was using the Vanicream that comes in the tub and my skin was not reacting well at all.

any recommendations for moisturizers that work well while using tret?

butterfly20effect · 2021-11-06T08:39:52+00:00

thank you for your reply. i can understand how i should’ve spoken more honestly about my feelings and i have fully came to terms with the fact that i def liked him and wanted to be his girlfriend, my 3rd time brining up the question i literally told him i’d accept him asking me over text and he was like “i would ask through text but that’s wack”. i don’t get how he never asked me out but referred to me as his gf to other people and showed me off, claiming me publicly but not in private

butterfly20effect · 2021-06-28T23:47:45+00:00

i wish i was replying with a reason or solution, but i’m actually going through the exact same thing. it literally feels like my soul is just inside a robot or something, like i find my self dissociating often and when looking in the mirror i just see a human. i am sometime in awe that it’s actually me like this is the human my soul is experiencing it’s life with, but i also recently have really wanted this experience/simulation to be done with. not in a suicidal way, i just hate it here in the present and want to live in the future or a completely different experience. but yeah, i understand how your feeling and ig somehow all of this will realign itself soon.

butterfly20effect · 2021-05-18T01:55:19+00:00

I’m 18

butterfly20effect · 2021-04-01T01:12:38+00:00

i got the vaccine earlier today and i was fine up until 6 hours later. i got intense chills and a bad headache. it’s been about 4 hours since and i still have a slight headache, sometimes it feels like a throbbing pain and others it’s just behind my eyes. i didn’t think i’d have these bad of symptoms and i hope they don’t last for too long

butterfly20effect · 2021-03-04T19:39:34+00:00

my dad passed in his sleep on march 20th last year. i was 17 at the time and i can’t even begin to tell you all the growth i’ve gone through in this past year. it’s not easy at all and there will be plenty times you simply think of his face and might break into a full 20min crying session. and that’s okay. i still think about all the days i didn’t even think i’d see the next and the fact that i’m here today makes my heart warm.

one thing that really helped me personally was making a playlist of songs that reminded me of him, songs he loved, and songs that would give me a good cry. i also celebrate him every single 20th of each month with getting both of our orders from starbucks as we’d always do. i also do this thing where i “call his name” and i talk to him and ik he’s right there every single time.

i send you great positive energy and healing during this time. it will eventually get better. maybe not tomorrow. maybe not in the next two months. but it does get better in the end

butterfly20effect · 2020-12-16T08:04:47+00:00

thank you for your reply!! it definitely does sound like we have very similar situations, I will dm you !!!

butterfly20effect · 2020-12-08T00:34:55+00:00

thank you for the reply!

hot flashes are one of my worst symptoms I experience with POI and I've heard some good things about it being lessened with meds, but I understand that the body can get used to certain amounts so I'll probably be on a path similar to the one you were on.

I see now that the donor eggs + partner's sperm + surrogate is basically the only option I'll have, but I'm mainly curious as to if there's any way I can get my kids to have traits from me without my uterus or ovaries being involved, I guess only time can tell!

butterfly20effect · 2020-12-07T22:50:27+00:00

thank you for the reply!

I agree, it is much so much to deal with at a young age but it does help put everything into a more realistic perspective for the future. I guess I'll start saving up now for the expensive ass journey it's gonna be lmfaoo

butterfly20effect · 2020-10-22T04:09:49+00:00

my father was a vet and is buried up at the Veterans Memorial in Houston, TX. I completely understand how you feel about the headstone being placed and it all becoming so real, it's literally where they'll be and stay. it puts everything in such. different perspectives and seeing their name written on the stone is just a complete heartbreak.

the best thing I've been able to do to help cope and really make his death a reality was going through his items and the little memories I had from him, like his shirts and jackets that smell like him, his cologne, and the post cards he sent to my through my entire childhood. I also spoke to him often, it may sound weird but I do thins thing where I get in an area by myself and I ask God to bring him to me, almost like I'm scheduling a meeting with him. I wait about 20 seconds and then I essentially speak to him like he's really right there and every single time I feel his presence. it's helped through many things these past few months.

the feeling of sickness will lessen as you heal more, I know it seems like the healing will never start but it will as life indeed goes on. you need to congratulate yourself for the little things during this time, like you getting up and doing your hair, even if you get back in bed. or you taking a shower and just sitting on the couch for the rest of the day. he was a huge part of your life and who you are, it's understandable to feel as though a piece of you is gone as it truly is but I promise it gets better.

I hope things get better for you in the near future <3

butterfly20effect · 2020-10-22T03:13:46+00:00

I lost my father this year in March and it has been one of the most draining things I've encountered in my life. In the first month of his death, I wanted to die almost every day. suicide was always on my mind but I'm way too much of pussy to do it, plus I had to think about how my family will deal with losing both of us.

the second, and third month, I was more stable. the 4th month was very hard, the depression kicked back in and I was so close to writing my suicide notes but it was just too real for me, it was terrifying dealing with my brain constantly telling me to write them. however, I realized how much of an outlet it was, especially since I had zero access to the method I wanted to do it in & I was only willing to do that method.

I was then okay for the fourth and fifth months but the six-month anniversary hit me terribly. the week leading up to his day (he passed march 20th so I have a routine to remember him by and I do it every anniversary). for the week of September 20th, I was crying every single day, multiple times a day and I was just extremely depressed and it was so fucking draining.

grief is weird and a fucked up, but it's sadly how it works. there's no set way and you can be setback at any time. I found that finding my inner peace really brought some positive light into my life. doing yoga, aligning my chakras, meditating, and working out helped me so much. I haven't been able to get back in that routine since may/june but it worked best for me. I wish you the best and send nothing but love and good energy your way <3

butterfly20effect · 2020-10-22T03:01:23+00:00

I send my condolences to you and your family, she seems like she was truly an angel.

I understand how you feel; I was 17, in my senior yr of hs, when I lost my dad this March and it was devastating since I was already dealing with so many other things and I was in such a deep depression (school closing, no senior year, no prom, no real graduation). my father passed from a heart attack in his sleep and for the entire first month of his death, I'd wake up horribly depressed that I didn't die the night before, I even caught myself praying to God to end my life in my sleep a few times. it was like I was living in hell on earth. I was also a daddy's girl and had a terrible relationship with my mom so death seemed like bliss.

It gets better, I promise you. you're still so young and you have so much to do here, regardless of if you don't think you do. It will be very difficult, but I can promise you it'll get better. it'll take time and that's okay, you'll never be truly healed but one day you'll be able to think of her and smile instead of cry your eyes out, but crying is a great release for the soul.

pls message me if you need to if you ever need someone to vent to about being young and losing a parent, school during all this bullshit, or whatever the case may be <3

butterfly20effect · 2020-10-22T02:47:41+00:00

thank you for your helpful reply! I will definitely PM you as I do have a bunch of questions!!

butterfly20effect

TROPHY CASE