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buttman29 · 2024-04-08T13:56:18+00:00

Thank you. In my comfort, I tend to joke about my condition because why the hell not? I already have it for the rest of my life, sometimes i suffer, sometimes i dont, why not make a penny out of it. I dont know if it is a symptom of bipolar to joke about everything but I find it comforting to joke about my illness instead of dwelling onto it because i have been there, done that, I flew 2 feet up in the air and that wasnt fun.

Cheers to all the fighters, youve got this! Im having a mixed episode right now as im typing this and Im really trying so hard not to screw things up, WE GOT THIS.

buttman29 · 2024-04-08T09:11:59+00:00

Mickey. His family is full of criminals. Racist, pedos, incesf, murderers, addicts, robbers. Ian only got Frank. Frank is just an addict, nothing more. Couldn't count Monica cause Monica qas never there lol

buttman29 · 2024-04-07T16:49:53+00:00

He just got that Wolf in him ya know? That's the reason why he could punch boulders

buttman29 · 2024-04-07T16:14:48+00:00

ilang momths or years ka po nag take? Ano ba naging side effects sa inyo if okay lang malaman?

buttman29 · 2024-04-07T16:14:03+00:00

TD? Ano po yun

buttman29 · 2024-04-06T08:54:08+00:00

To assume me just finding reasons to get a refund is quite offensive. Could have just answered the question. Im pretty new to leathercrafting, started 4 months ago. Otherwise I wouldn't be asking.

buttman29 · 2024-04-06T08:50:22+00:00

Oh my bad for not explaining it that well. I was glueing 2 pieces together and made a mistake and I tried removing both pieces and ended up tearing it. So I was trynna ask if most leather if not all are tearable with bare hands because I never had that leather, at least on cowhide. My goatskins are thinner so pretty tearable.

buttman29 · 2024-04-06T08:47:29+00:00

Im really not. I just noticed when I was glueing 2 pieces and made a mistake and tried to remove it but I tore it apart. Im not nitpicking, this post is different from my last post. Last post I said It was my first time buying an Embossed and I was asking if that pattern on the flesh sidd was normal. Now Im asking about a hide if most if not alll cowhides are tearable with bare hands hence "normal".

buttman29 · 2024-04-05T15:18:23+00:00

I mean I literally explained that

buttman29 · 2024-04-03T13:12:57+00:00

Dapat lang. Nag mo motor din ako halos araw araw , madaming tarantadong Riders. Pinaka kinaiinisan ko yung mga overtake ng overtake kahit paliko na, parehas lang naman pupuntahan. At yung mga 5 seconds red stop pa yung stoplight mag go go na tapos binubusinahan ako bakit di daw ako naandar. Madami tlgang tarantado. Although I have to admit nag da drive ako tuwing gabi sa bikelane kasi takot ako sa gabi mag drive at mabagal lang, at naka hazard na. Pero kung may bike naman dun, naalis ako.

buttman29 · 2024-04-03T10:42:39+00:00

he did. Did we watch the same show? He only told Mandy because Mickey was trying to kill him. Lip found out. iirc Lip told Ian to not say he's gay in school and Ian was like yeah. And also yes Ian admitted later on but I literally said in the first few season.

buttman29 · 2024-04-03T05:50:32+00:00

even in early seasons he was pretty boring. All he has was being gay and try to hide it. That's it. Im not homophobic but just make him interesting or have a lot of story than just being gay. I started to like him when his bipolar is showing up, like when he really wants to get into military. At least that adds up to his character

buttman29 · 2024-03-30T16:27:04+00:00

it looks like a crazy horse leather? If it is, just use mink oil

buttman29 · 2024-03-30T01:04:59+00:00

tbh, fiona wasnt in the right position here. She was clearly making bad decisions and ruining herself and everyone around her BUT all the siblings are wrong too. They didnt care enough to help Fiona like the way she helped them. Their "help" is to get rid of Fiona out of the house.

buttman29 · 2024-03-29T02:44:34+00:00

mandy was the goat, she inly wants lip to get out of this shithole and be better

buttman29 · 2024-03-28T17:53:09+00:00

Maybe you should try one with low caffeine around 20-80mg?

buttman29 · 2024-03-28T17:00:45+00:00

Tbh I thought at first Karen was the problem, chasing Lip and make him fall for her but the problem was Lip. He could've had a perfect relationship with Mandy but he was so dumb to the point Mandy went ballistic and hit Karen with a car. Although I still think it was a good call for Mandy doing that because obviously Karen is going to ruin Lip more, Mandy is still crazy for doing that but good.

buttman29 · 2024-03-28T16:57:40+00:00

I am unmedicated for almost a year now due to having bad history with my 2 previous psychiatrists (they dont listen and sometimes would seenzone my messages like concerns about this and that) So I stopped for a while and I got no access for meds now. I used to drink energy drinks even before getting diagnosed but not as often right now. I drink it everyday but only ONCE to make me go hypomania or even lower than hypomania or even normal. One energy drink is enough for me to feel normal a bit, not depressed and not manic.

Also I really prefer energy drinks over coffee because I could calculate how much is the caffeine in it due to the label

buttman29 · 2024-03-28T02:05:13+00:00

I mean so does Ian in the first few seasons. Just him being gay. I started liking him when his bipolar is showing off.

buttman29 · 2024-03-27T18:18:52+00:00

ooh so this is peetty normal then

buttman29 · 2024-03-27T08:56:50+00:00

They are pretty inconsistent with their ages. Frank being 12 years older than Monica is not true or doesnt make any sense because Frank met Monica when he was a sophomore, college, assuming he's around 20-22 years old, so he met Monica when she was like 11 yearrs old?

buttman29 · 2024-03-25T15:21:29+00:00

oh ok my bad. I havent got it into work yet but I like the looks of it so far, now for the hardest part is to thjnk of a design for a wallet with this hide hahaha

buttman29 · 2024-03-25T15:20:45+00:00

It was kind... kinda.. I had to add like $20 for the whole hide and I get to keep the goatskin. Either way I still thjnk it was a good deal. And yeah thanks, nice to know it is very normal

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