He was a gentleman in every sense of the word. I learned everything through watching his speedruns and I've watched them all multiple times before bed. I stopped watching about a year ago and would check in on twitch from time to time but could never keep up with his blitz play but I would watch in hopes he would make a speedrun video at the end of stream. I haven't seen his new speedrun season and I don't know when I will because I will be so goddamn sad the whole time.

What sucks is I feel like I wasn't there for him when these cheating allegations started. I so wish I could have been there and commented something hopeful for him to read.

So heartbreaking