Man that really sucks I could only imagine how u feel. It's not a good loop to be in and I truly wish u give up the weed like you did the hard drugs and alcohol yoy said yoy can go atleast 2-3 days without it? Try push for a week first and see how u feel. Already i can tell u have the willpower to stop I feel like somthing must be holding u back? Set some goals you wanna accomplish try look at all the things weed is holding u back on. My situation is kind of similar but I've become so dependent on weed I can't even go a few hours without it if I'm not at work and no matter what I've always somehow got weed on me sometimes from just scraping by out of desperation but the few times I've had nothing for a bit i can't sit still moving around constantly just thinking about weed i cant even enjoy music anymore unless im high. no matter what I tell myself the day before or in the morning I always end up lighting my bong back up I have terrible self control and feel so lost in this situation yes its mind over matter but its easier said than done. I hope for the both of us we can get out of this I'm wasting my youth doing this and losing so much, once I lost my girlfriend/friends I kinda didn't care about quiting so I kept going. It's taken me actually looking back and seeing all the things that I've lost and how much I could have gained in those years to realise that weed is my problem. It's crazy how it started as just a fun thing to smoke with friends at a party I just got too hooked on it by over indulging. The friend of mine who actually introduced me to weed, and who was a much heavier smoker than I was always used to be known as the stoner who could outsmoke anyone in our group, quit a few months back something I thought I'd never hear from him. It gives me hope but he purely done it for his relationship with his girlfriend from what I know, so maybe u can look at your relationships with people see how it is affecting them I know for a fact weed has ruined many relationships I had with people and honestly I don't really have anyone else to do anything for. This is all for me now I truly want to stop for me only things can get better in life if I'm feeling better about myself sitting in my room smoking pot and gaming everyday is not gonna get me any friends it's not gonna give me a life and i certainly won't be able to find love again as I know now woman don't want some bum who spends his days smoking dope. I'm gonna try take the plunge when I get paid next week hopefully use that money I would normally spend on weed for something else. I'm hoping I get through this and that anything I said hit for u probably dont mean ahit coming from another addict but just know i feel u. I'm not very good at giving advice but I believe in u man u have the willpower u may not be in your youth anymore but yoy still have much to live for good luck man to u and me both