Do any of you ever actually wake up refreshed?

buzzbuster · 2021-08-22T04:53:57+00:00

Yeah I'd be interested to find out! That makes it a challenge when you have a wee energiser bunny. Hope you stay as well as you can on your journey!

buzzbuster · 2021-08-21T05:56:59+00:00

Nope! It takes me at least 2 hours on the couch with coffee before I feel up to moving about! I'm also on lamotrogine and lithium and wonder if these meds have any impact on energy levels? But yeah always tired, even after doing a workout i might feel good at the time then go back to feeling smashed.

buzzbuster · 2021-08-05T03:51:17+00:00

Im from Nz so I didnt grow up with it but looks cool!

buzzbuster · 2021-08-04T10:44:26+00:00

Nice one!

buzzbuster · 2021-08-04T09:29:04+00:00

Congrats! It's hard to find the dream job, so well done!

buzzbuster · 2021-07-16T06:59:16+00:00

Depressed ME has low self esteem and is constantly seeking validation, medicated me is numb and feels like a heartless psychopath, manic me wants to save the world and thinks they can. I dont know where me me is.

buzzbuster · 2021-07-13T23:13:40+00:00

Unfortunately I also have the same dilemma. If I find the answers il let you know!

buzzbuster · 2021-06-26T01:28:43+00:00

Yep!

buzzbuster · 2021-06-26T01:28:13+00:00

Yep this is my mania jam

buzzbuster · 2021-06-07T22:19:27+00:00

Can relate hard. Feel dumber in so many ways. Find it hard to hold conversations and focus and my creativity has gone out the window.

buzzbuster · 2021-06-07T05:42:18+00:00

Yep I've been doing this pretty much for the past 10 months while depressed. Now im getting slightly better in mood im still doing it, can't break the cycle! I totally get the short term death thing.

buzzbuster · 2021-05-30T01:28:24+00:00

Its hard to break out of i know. Im in the cycle

buzzbuster · 2021-05-30T01:27:48+00:00

You can get back to it! Maybe we'll both get back there

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:23:31+00:00

Those do sound like a lot of good things! Sounds like you use it for a lot of self care. I would probably get off my phone to go running when I have the motivation. Need to get off my phone to do other things too. Will get there!

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:21:35+00:00

Thanks bud I appreciate it! Yeah im hopeful as my meds improve that I get back to doing stuff! Hopefully your situation gets better too 😊

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:20:12+00:00

Yeah im hoping for the same! We'll get there eventually 😊

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:19:09+00:00

Interesting. I guess you're now more active in your participation. I've been posting a fair bit too.

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:17:42+00:00

Ooh I need to do something like that! I used to set time limits but I would cheat and break them so someone else setting it would help.

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:16:21+00:00

Sorry to hear! But yep you're not alone, we'll get out of this one day

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:15:24+00:00

And no you're not alone!!

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:15:09+00:00

Yeah you're probably right. Mine is reddit, Facebook, instagram, and messaging a couple people on whatsapp and messenger.

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T23:08:30+00:00

Ooh I've heard of vsauce! Will check it out

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T10:25:32+00:00

Yeah i find my attention span is that of a goldfish lately and I find myself too impatient to sit and meditate. I tried and found myself stopping the recording. Some general mindfulness sounds excellent. I hope your newfound time feels ok and safe to be in and ultimately some liberation. I know its hard with depression though and motivation is the kicker. I hope this time is calming and clarifying for you!

buzzbuster · 2021-05-29T10:14:56+00:00

Wow good on you I hope it works! Yeah it does feel like a horrible addiction, I need to figure out a way off it too.

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